I am completely new to this whole world. I have recently been awakened by an experience that i have a hard time putting into words. All i know is that i need to get back to finish my conversation. I have so many questions that i wasnt prepaired to ask at the time. I need to understand but i am so lost in what i need to do.
Ok so about me. im 36 male and was brought up baptist. I never really believed or practiced christianity. It always just seemed off to me even as a child. my family are a bunch of hardcore bible thumpers. Never really did the church thing. never really believed in an invisible man shaking his finger at me. But hey i sure as hell did try the prayer scheme right… Never fucking answered. So i said fuck it and asked Lucifer for help. I got results and i mean they werent amazing but they were damn answers i had been seeking and asked for. I had a realization then that i had been listened to and i was instantly overfilled with joy and i guess faith? but i tell you it was the strongest emotion or feeling or whatever the fuck that was i have ever experienced… Once i realized that i uhhh think i was pulled into an astral projection ( i think im not sure thats why im here asking. ). He was there. The same man who had asked me to drink from his goblet in return for whatever i wanted (i had not taken the offer 10 years earlier). He was standing there with the most beautiful woman i had ever seen on his hip. He laughed and told me congrats for passing the test and i was uhhh rewarded by her but not to completion if ya get me, then he asked me to do something. I dont really wanna get into that right now as it IS important but not important to this post. So when i was asked my question i got pissed and started to wake myself from my astral project. She wasnt very happy about that. i guess its really disrespectful to lose your temper and try and walk away from their conversation. She was going to i guess punish me when they pulled me back into the projection but he chatted with her quickly and they left. I appologised about my mistakes and for my lack of knowledge and was forgiven. They came back or he did or idk its really hazy now.
but basically i have a shit load of questions about what transpired and what i need to do about moving forward toward this goal… Please any that is willing to help point me in the correct direction. As well as maaaybe some peeps local to Kansas City MO that wouldnd mind meeting up?
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