Last night I was about to go outside in the night, and let myself and my soul-sister a little walk in the dark, sleeping city around midnight. I did it several times before, and although this place is filled with drunk-, homeless people and drug dealers, nothing bad happened with us at night before (that 3 rape attempts against me are happened at daytime, but after long years, this fear simply vanished, so of course I didn’t count on it, in some cases They saved me from the rapist).
Exactly this night was the first night since a long time, when I’ve called Belial again, because We didn’t spent any time with Together for a long time, so I did it now, but before the bedtime, I just wanted to brush up myself.
So I’ve decided to call out my girl and hang out in the dark city for hours, what wrong could happen with us? But then… I’ve started feeling something, weird. It was like a huge snake crawling under my skin, between my organs and bones, every time when I started thinking about the night-walk, planning it and so on.
It was very suspicious, so I’ve asked Belial about it, but His answer was very direct:
- You shouldn’t go outside now.
Oh, come on… this is nothing more just a little walk in the night, nothing will happen.
( This crawling feeling became worst after my words. )
- If you are about to leave your house, do it after 02:00 .
That would be too late.
- So, you won’t leave the house.
( It was clear He knew what will be my answer. )
Why? - I asked?
A long silence filled the space, but He answered again:
- You won’t leave the house.
I was totally confused, but I felt that I should listen to Him. I’ve fought against my stubbornness, as always in my life. This would be the time when I wouldn’t give a single f*** to my guts, and went out, but Belial’s words put an effect on me, so after those, how He told me: I can’t leave my house.
I’ve called my sister about this, and asked her to find a new date to our little walk, because this night won’t be ok for us. She told me that okay, but I felt that she was a bit disappointed, but at the same time, reassured.
We just woke up not so long ago, and I’ve found in a local FB group of our City, that 2 young girl got raped by 4 men at midnight, 40 methers away from us - exactly the same space where we usually walk towards the centre of the city.
I’ve immediately wrote to my sister about the case, and she answered that: She has a bad feeling about this walk, all the time. She asked me about am I have, too? - I’ve answered that “Yes, this was the reason why I let this idea go”. I didn’t talked about Belial’s warning, to her, but I’ll, but momentarily this is too shocking that I’ve almost let herself got hurt by these men, because of my stubbornness.
I’m so grateful for Your help, Belial! Thank you!
You just saved us from these bastards, I can feel it…
I’m also swear that I’ll learn from this incident.
( There are two picture of my environment at night time. )