Eya On Ca Azazel Aken
Its getting more and more harmonious.Especially when you infuse it with rage that comes out of nowhere.
I just focus at one point and energy just rushes there.Its a good sign,maybe I should try someting more advanced.
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Yes sure, can increase the time gradually to reach the suggested time period as mentioned in the book, or even go beyond that.
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Now thinking about it,if I can banish a part of me,why cant I possess something I lack ?
Big question is,how am I gonna objectify something like clairvoyance,also I must modify that ritual too.
Banishing impatiance tonight.
I will objectify the impatience as a broken clock.
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So,in the first step of Initiation Into Hermetics,Bardon wants us to absolute silence of our minds.
No matter how much I tried,a thought popped into my mind at 2 minutes. 
Tomorrow I will do it better.
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A suggestion⌠absolute silence of the mind is extremely difficult, if not impossible. Try to be âawareâ of what youâre thinking. And by using your will, without force, let any thoughts pass without holding it and thinking about it.
Your mind will always try to bring a thought up⌠let it do that but donât hold any of it. Watch it appear in your mind, then âforget about itâ and keep your mental concentration.
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Thanks man.Thats usually what I do to be honest.I consider failure if I hold into that thought more than it should normally be.
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I appreciate you so greatly!!! Thatâs some solid advice so many can benefit from! Thank you @PrinceX
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2 minutes of absolute silence? 
That is awesome man!
I assume the absolute silence you mean is all those nagging thoughts that popup randomly is no more!
Do not beat yourself up⌠As @PrinceX has said, just concentrate on what you are doing letting the thoughts pass through; acknowledging them and letting them pass.
You could think of your breathing pattern and forget about checking the time. 
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Goodbye impatienceâŚ
Since my ego has been banished,I am having some problems though.
1- I am seeing in my dreams I am killing people that I know very well every single time.
2- My body is shaking from some energy,I have no idea what is it.But its unpleasant.
3 - I get angry so much to a point I attack my friends and broke their hearts for no reason.
Lets see what will happen this time.
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Welcome to the world of Nox! We give cookies and slaps. We are all angry around Noxiland.
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Thank you so much for your kind words Iâm really glad you find that helpful 
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I cut my hand accidentally and now I have charged sigils 
Goodbye workouts,welcome more meditation 
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Thats the spirit!
(thinks back to her own nosebleed accident that led to a pact renewal)
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The thing is,my house is full of plasters but I cant find any right now lol 
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Next project:Invoking desire
Element:Fire
Feeling like this is the last step for opening the veil.
Achieved absolute silence of the mind for 4 minutes.I can feel the energy much better than before.
One tiny step.
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Dude, youâre a beast!
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Thank you,is it really that hard ?
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To me its like holding your breath for a really long time (maybe my thoughts are especially loud and random, silencing them is like not breathing to me,lel). So to me it is.
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Thought
Thou
Th
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My technique 
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Yesterday night,I decided to go to astral plane.But the problem was I litterally forced myself out of my body,in 5 seconds my body started to vibrate like never before,cellular level if not atomic level.I chickened out to be honest,I thought I could kill myself if I took the last step.
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