When I worked in the backroom of a major retail supplier, the new people would spend most of their shift complaining about how their scan gun isnt responsive/running slowly. Everybody had that problem, but only the new people were complaining about it. I’m new here, and I’m about to.complain about how inaccessible some information can be. I just want to evoke/invoke. I see repeating patterns in my life I have been unable to discard for many many years. I’ve tried cognative behavioral therapy, journaling, live performance, herbal medicine, dowsing, healing touch, hypnotism, radionics- you name it.
I bought the universal circle three months back. I meditate in it. My dreams are interesting, but they always have been. In any case whats thr point of having a car if you dont know how to drive?
I’m incredibly poor, that doesnt matter to me. I don’t want money, thats not going to make happy. Neither is evoking/invoking any entities, I just want these patterns to break. It would be especially empowering if I took these matters into my own hands, even if I just use them to ask for help. Last night was especially eye opening for me, I don’t want that to be the rest of my life.
Delete this if it’s a common complaint. I know there are many things I don’t know. I dont want to upset anybody. I’m just really poor, I was homeless two months ago. If anybody wants to help me figure out how to evoke it’d mean a lot to me…