Gabriel come home it’s Bambi my heart is broken
Uh, two things: first off, welcome to the forum. You need to post an introduction, whether as a separate thread in the New Magician section or in this thread:
In that post, please include your name, relative age, relative location if you are comfortable, kind of magic you are interested in, current goals and current struggles. This allows us to be of more help by knowing a bit more about yourselves.
Secondly, what are you asking for? Are you trying to get an ex back, calling the angel Gabriel, what?