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most on this forum are LHP seekers and probably do not care about your problems. If I myself were an LHP seeker, I would say “Welco.e to the Left Hand Path. Now gwt your shit together and quit your bellyaching” but I am not a Left Handed seeker.
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you are being challenged to cultivate the virtues of a warrior: control, discipline, forbearance amd timing. Not to mention a relatively useful tyrant to test your mettle against. View this as a CHALLENGE.
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YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING YOU EXPERIENCE. This attitude of extreme personal responsibility is ESPECIALLY useful to the Left Handed Path. Consider this: if you get involved with psychic vampyrysm, you put yourself more at risk of getting mixed up with that sort. What do you intend to do aboht your current situation?
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Perhaps they DO NOT KNOW how to help you, due to lack of personal experience. If I had any real knowledge on the matter, I would do what I could to help you, but as such, I do not.
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DO YOUR HOMEWORK. Look up resources on the subject of psychic defense.
Sorry I come off as harsh, but this is all I feel I can currently do to be of any assistance.
Once you have learned the proper methods of psychic defense, I suggest reading the complete works of Carlos Castaneda. Until then look up “The art of stalking” and the subject of “petty tyrants” in relation to Castaneda.
I wish I could help you further, but I can’t. Your are responsible for getting yourself out of this mess you put yourself in. Put on your big girl pants and clean up this mess.