I’ve tried evoking countless times. I have yet to get an outward physical manifestation though it does not surprise me since I rarely use a candle or incense in it (save those for only the really planned out rituals, most evocations I do are on the stop and spontaneous, something clicks in my head and its time to bring the circle out, lol).
Anyway, the point I’m getting at is i always believed that the “demonic” forms of for example demons were an exaggeration and that while they can appear that way, they could also appear in a more human form.
Though lucky me (hah), they dont seem to like doing that, during evocations there are times when I close my eyes, and in the darkness no white mist forms, but the being in black and white itself appears, sometimes the full upper body, other times only the eyes. But I see it staring back at me. I have seen very demonic forms, with horns and all. The latest evocation was a multiple evocation, and one being reminded me of what an alien would look like based on the stuff we see about ufos. The other had sunken in features, almost skeletal/corpselike, it had deep dark round eye sockets with intense unnatural eyes in the middle, with arms crossed over its chest as if it was in a casket (or like its arms were chained to its body), it was moving and it moved its mouth as well as if it let out a powerful growl/roar? (a.k.a. the kind of thing lions do). it was all very intense, but I am surprised that I havent seen even one represent itself as a human or humanlike.
Perhaps I am seen as strong enough to handle the darker forms that they can take? The main reason I wonder this is even in the descriptions that come with the sigils (the ones who do have them) they were often represented as looking close to human with a few defining features.
The only good thing for sure that I know comes from this, is how it is a form of proof of real contact. There is no way that I imagined the forms, because the forms that I create in my minds eye when reading about the beings, are literally NEVER what I see when they show up, heck they show up looking like something completely unexpected and not something I could make up on the spot.
Hmm, well either way, tell me your thoughts on it.
P.s. I know that at least one of these beings was powerful, since out of the corner of my eye I did see a dark figure appear but when I turned it wasn’t there, and a song I was playing on my phone starting having issues, stopped, then after a couple of seconds started again, while that had never happened before on it. On its own it could be seen as a small phone glitch, but happening during a multiple evocation is too coincidental.