So this will be quite a personal post but I thought that now its the end of winter, I got nothing to lose but belly fat and dry skin and maybe more people would be wanting some change or inspiration…
I have been a grand slouch the last 3 months, not really feeling much excitement for life in general. Winter isolation, lockdowns, world affairs, personal affairs and what not affecting my normally quite positive energy and I needed a change. I had booked a holiday to the Middle East to get some sunlight, but I do not even feel like going into the sun currently so I am cancelling that because of the slouch mood and looking the part.
I’m a firm believer of food affecting magical powers as it aids in either heightening or lowering your vibration. To test this out I have been a fruitarian in the past to see what it did and I had good effects, but I love normal food too much to ever keep up with that lifestyle unless I would be living on a tropical island so nowadays I am just a vegetarian but overal diet wise I have been eating mostly junk all winter with a lost veggie here and there on top of a pizza. Of course my normally good skin is now not good, I am lazy, my magick stagnated, I feel it is not in a line up any longer.
I’m usually strong in astral projection and self inducing this, but two nights ago I did my work and i just didnt seem to be able to go over the edge of pulling myself out, I was close a lot, just not happening. If that is not working, then nothing might be working, ALARM BELLS
What am I doing wrong… Well, a lot. I drink numerous coffees every day, lots of sugar, chips, no fruit, barely any vegs, not enough water, my house is as dark as a cave. It’s all very not me, I used to be beauty and health obsessed, do modelling and fitness and right now I am obsessed with indoor work mostly and not looking in the mirror and snacking too much, typing this out makes me feel… weird.
Anyways why did I started writing this… because I just felt a tiny change in my brain, a micro shift, after forcing myself to eat 2 oranges, it is like the tiniest fog got cleared up and then I realised, F… what have I been doing to myself.
Depriving myself of nutrients to the point life has just gone so bland, since when do witches have bland lives… I have bought 30 oranges lol, I will eat them all this week. Not a lot of variation I know but they were on sale, so I will also need to make some salads but it is a start to getting high vibrational foods in as well as beetroot juice, avocado juice and chlorophyll powder.
Anybody else having experience on this matter…? any favourite foods to have your senses open, or vibration rise? I heard tumeric can help.
Any demons/ spirits that can assist with this or with fitness? Glamour magick you had good results with? I like to see/hear new things and experiences. For glamour magick I have mostly been working with the graces, as a trinity form through Hekate. I had asked for a smaller waist once, then had immense pain in my waist for 3 days and definitely had a smaller look to it, but it wasn’t gentle on the body.
Love&Density,
Sheba