First "experience" with King Belial (?)

[Nagash]

His name echoes in my mind, it started some days ago, but I knew that I’ll work with Him later. Even my Patron and Lucifer are confirmed this “vision”. But I don’t want it too fast.

I was on my bathroom, and showered. After I finished, I grabbed my towel and clothes and I was ready to get back my room when I suddenly I felt a smell. It was blood. I looked down and saw both my legs bleeding heavily.

I rarely cut myself with a razor, but I saw the end result of it. Nonetheless, the amount of blood was abnormally much! Then suddenly a feeling… no, some kind of “whispering” hit me:

“Go to your room”
“Hurry!”
“Take a paper!”
“Draw the Sigil”
“Give me your blood!”
“Hurry!”
“Blood! Hurry!”

Then repeatedly.

“Take a paper! Draw the Sigil! Give me your blood!”

Somehow I changed inside as long as this happened. I was under this whole thing. But I did what I heard. I finished with drawing the Sigil, and I let my blood drain to it.

“Touch it to your bleeding feet!” (The Sigil)

I was “shocked”. I was sitting on the chair without any clothes and I was like: What? Why did you want me to do that?

But it continued:

“Touch it to your bleeding feet!” - Again and again.

Then I did it, and at that moment I felt myself… “I’ve” got a rise because of it.
It feelt like a delight, a strange “orgasm”. My body is shaked a bit, until I felt this kind of enjoyment, while my breathing became heavily. But I’m sure it is came absolutely not from me!

I still feel the taste of blood in my mouth. And it took a long time before the bleeding stopped. I used a lot of blood for it, and I tried to clean up after this whole situation.

Now my mind clean again.

[Titan.M]

Belial is quite a daddy dont you think? giggles

No but im glad you had such a fun time with my friends.

@Nagash

I rarely cut myself with a razor, but I saw the end result of it. Nonetheless, the amount of blood was abnormally much ! Then suddenly a feeling… no, some kind of “whispering” hit me:

Sometimes when demons hear great things about you or see the handy work you’ve done they are IMMEDIATELY inclined to talk to you. Kinda like to elite athletes, if they both put on a good show everyone is surprised and are begging to get their hands on your life essence

[Nagash]

Belial is quite a daddy dont you think? giggles

No but im glad you had such a fun time with my friends.

It was quite intense start I have to say. After an hour peace, I see the situation differently than now, but it was pleasant somehow.

Sometimes when demons hear great things about you or see the handy work you’ve done they are IMMEDIATELY inclined to talk to you.

In my plan, I wanted His evocation to do within the next one or two weeks only, after my introduction ritual towards Him. But somewhere inside I wished for that the first step in this relationship will be not mine, but His. I’m busy now, and I’ll be in the next weeks, so even His sigil’s drawing was a “future plan”, nothing more.

Looks like He is decided to help me, even if His movement was a little…rude.
(I know He feels that I enjoyed it somehow. The way how He handled me.)

[Narsonix]

He’s definitely antagonistic overall, or at least he is with me. I want to throw shoes at him often, but I hold a great deal of respect and affection for him. He’s very reliable, if not a bit cat like with things needing to be on his terms most of the time.

[Nagash]

He’s definitely antagonistic overall, or at least he is with me.

I read a lot about Him there, and yes… I noticed that in lot of case He has a burning temperament, which make Him likable, to me.

I want to throw shoes at him often

Oh Dear… it is so cute. If I were you in the same situation, my only throwing weapon would be my clothes “against” Him. Did He told you things what are made you angry, or frustrated?

He’s very reliable, if not a bit cat like with things needing to be on his terms most of the time.

Sometimes you have to trust in Gods. They can prove Their very powers and honest reliability.

[Aasaa]

Do demons ever rank humans

[Titan.M]

What do you mean rank.

[Aasaa]

If someone had more potential would recognize that

[Narsonix]

He’s extremely flirty, but a gentleman. He frustrates me yes, I’m also semi abusive by nature, but he enjoys these responses most of the time. I’m never disrespectful, but I am playful and sarcastic. When it’s time to work though I get serious. He’s very sexy in general and always takes a form attractive to me, but I don’t really have sexual desire for anything or anyone.

[Titan.M]

@Nagash

But somewhere inside I wished for that the first step in this relationship will be not mine, but His. I’m busy now, and I’ll be in the next weeks, so even His sigil’s drawing was a “ future plan ”, nothing more.

Looks like He is decided to help me, even if His movement was a little…rude.
( I know He feels that I enjoyed it somehow. The way how He handled me. )

Look at time and boundaries and rudimentary rules, are they often followed and practiced YES, but sometimes the rules need to be broken, shattered, scattered and ripped into shred so one can sow themselves or others in order.

Sometimes Belial can be VERY AGGRESSIVE and upfront, like a frenemy of sorts. I’ve found his tactics to be quite cruel and rude at times until i realize their worth later.

For me it took being thrown in jail, a mental hospital then psychosis, but now going “crazy” is my superpower. I can’t look at the cops or the laws of reality the same, they are just playthings to me at this point, but that doesn’t mean we dont respect boundaries of others. We just like to show them how belittling rules can be for the child playing with fire.

Sometimes the ones you least expect freely and willingly offer you the most potent tools. It’s almost like a challenge I feel, you dont HAVE TO do what they say or what they want but i fear nothing and no one (not even that thing we call death).

If i had to GUESS, I’m sure he was dying to have a taste of you, once you give them a taste they keep cumming back. Or at least that’s how it always works for me!

[Nagash]

I’m sure They can sense the potential in someone, but do not forget They may be related with your Godself long since, which can be important in your incarnation there, too.

For example my Godself have a close relationship with Abaddon, King Belial and Lucifer. And I found Them very fast, because I sense it (naturally, everyone is at a different level of their development, so our Godself’s powers and our powers there in the physycal world can be different).

( I’ll answer you later, @Titan.M and @Narsonix , thank you for your time and comment! )

[Aasaa]

Why can’t you bring your complete godself on Earth and who is your source

[Nagash]

He’s extremely flirty, but a gentleman.

I had this feeling before, I’ll curious about our future meetings, conversations, because no doubt, I like Him and I feel some kind of bonding with Him.

By the way, He seems absolutely dominant to me, and based what I read about Him before. Even my first meeting with Him above, was a strong sign of it, or don’t know, how should I to interpret it.

He frustrates me yes, I’m also semi abusive by nature, but he enjoys these responses most of the time. I’m never disrespectful, but I am playful and sarcastic.

I like this kind of behavior, I’m glad He have no problem with this, because I am semi abusive, sarcastic as well by my very nature, just like you. ( And perverse, and violent sadistic, mad and bloodthirsty, but in the same time tender and romantic; so I can be everything )

Abaddon can’t bare it (sarcasm) from anyone, but in my case, between Us there was no reason or chance to being sarcastic. Otherwise, I know it’s not going to bother Him, if I would be sarcastic, because Our deep relationship and long history.

He’s very sexy in general and always takes a form attractive to me, but I don’t really have sexual desire for anything or anyone.

I tried to take some research about His usual apperance, even I know that it depends on many things, personal. How did you saw Him before?

For I know He is a really sexual God, but it seems He didn’t want to approach everyone. In some cases He is help them, but always quiet and distant.

[Mani]

My only experience is him telling me break free your chains of servitude and that was when I opened up to the infernal

[Nagash]

It was a very helpful advice.

I can felt His presence on my Ritual today, besides with Others, and after I finished it, I want to find a good place for His Sigil, so I asked: Where should I put you?

And His answer was: Sit on it!

I’m blushed.

Did you hear that, @Lady_Eva ? Your friend is ribald.

[Lady_Eva]

Oh I’m sure it was just about Root Chakra… yeah right!

[Nagash]

Yes-yes, what else. …haha.

Why do I have that strange feeling that spring drives everyone in horny-mode?

At least… from now my beloved Abaddon’s advice about Belial makes sense after these.

[Titan.M]

We can, some of us were gifted since birth and were used an abused up until this point!

@anon84948740 what’s been your experience with our friend Belial?

@Nagash

Abaddon can’t bare it ( sarcasm ) from anyone , but in my case, between Us there was no reason or chance to being sarcastic. Otherwise, I know it’s not going to bother Him, if I would be sarcastic, because Our deep relationship and long history.

He seems like quite the enitity as well, but then again I just met the guy @Nagash

My visit to the Abyss and getting soul snatched by Abbadon

Any tips on working with this entity, he seems like quite the ascended master, I didnt realize they were one of the ones who shamelessly manipulated me in jail and in other pursuits. I’ve heard about the abyss before i heard it offers unlimited power and a primordial awakening to all who touch and embody her. In my experience, it helped me and my maddening obsession with power and all things ascent, a bottomless void where all is possible I see it as the primordial DARK SOUL. i have met quite a…

[Titan.M]

@Nagash

I had this feeling before, I’ll curious about our future meetings, conversations, because no doubt, I like Him and I feel some kind of bonding with Him.

By the way, He seems absolutely dominant to me, and based what I read about Him before. Even my first meeting with Him above, was a strong sign of it, or don’t know, how should I to interpret it.

Hmm, Belial has only shown his masculine side to you? I find her to be a very demanding woman, even when I dont want to fuck her sometimes she makes me giggles

@Nagash

And I found Them very fast, because I sense it (naturally, everyone is at a different level of their development, so our Godself’s powers and our powers there in the physycal world can be different).

I didn’t have the luxury of knowing their names, for me I was living the role haha, when I was little I used to get called “the devil”, and was constantly punished for being me, the teachers called me a freak and begged my mother to put me on meds. I always had a distaste for God, I mean I loved the concept but I hated church, I wasn’t allowed to wear my skull shirts and I wasn’t allowed to ask REAL questions

@Nagash

I like this kind of behavior, I’m glad He have no problem with this, because I am semi abusive, sarcastic as well by my very nature, just like you. ( And perverse, and violent sadistic, mad and bloodthirsty, but in the same time tender and romantic; so I can be everything )

Why would Belial care, they love breaking “the rules” and manipulating the system to bow down in his/her favor! It’s a fine line between love and hate haha, and Belial LOVES TO RIDE that line no matter what she’s doing. Sometimes that means bowing down to manipulate power in another way.

@Nagash

For I know He is a really sexual God, but it seems He didn’t want to approach everyone. In some cases He is help them, but always quiet and distant.

“No pussies allowed!” That’s the sign I’d put above my castle if I was Belial!

[Titan.M]

@Mani

My only experience is him telling me break free your chains of servitude and that was when I opened up to the infernal

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