First "experience" with King Belial (?)

[Nagash]

He’s extremely flirty, but a gentleman.

I had this feeling before, I’ll curious about our future meetings, conversations, because no doubt, I like Him and I feel some kind of bonding with Him.

By the way, He seems absolutely dominant to me, and based what I read about Him before. Even my first meeting with Him above, was a strong sign of it, or don’t know, how should I to interpret it.

He frustrates me yes, I’m also semi abusive by nature, but he enjoys these responses most of the time. I’m never disrespectful, but I am playful and sarcastic.

I like this kind of behavior, I’m glad He have no problem with this, because I am semi abusive, sarcastic as well by my very nature, just like you. ( And perverse, and violent sadistic, mad and bloodthirsty, but in the same time tender and romantic; so I can be everything )

Abaddon can’t bare it (sarcasm) from anyone, but in my case, between Us there was no reason or chance to being sarcastic. Otherwise, I know it’s not going to bother Him, if I would be sarcastic, because Our deep relationship and long history.

He’s very sexy in general and always takes a form attractive to me, but I don’t really have sexual desire for anything or anyone.

I tried to take some research about His usual apperance, even I know that it depends on many things, personal. How did you saw Him before?

For I know He is a really sexual God, but it seems He didn’t want to approach everyone. In some cases He is help them, but always quiet and distant.

[Mani]

My only experience is him telling me break free your chains of servitude and that was when I opened up to the infernal

[Nagash]

It was a very helpful advice.

I can felt His presence on my Ritual today, besides with Others, and after I finished it, I want to find a good place for His Sigil, so I asked: Where should I put you?

And His answer was: Sit on it!

I’m blushed.

Did you hear that, @Lady_Eva ? Your friend is ribald.

[Lady_Eva]

Oh I’m sure it was just about Root Chakra… yeah right!

[Nagash]

Yes-yes, what else. …haha.

Why do I have that strange feeling that spring drives everyone in horny-mode?

At least… from now my beloved Abaddon’s advice about Belial makes sense after these.

[Titan.M]

We can, some of us were gifted since birth and were used an abused up until this point!

@anon84948740 what’s been your experience with our friend Belial?

@Nagash

Abaddon can’t bare it ( sarcasm ) from anyone , but in my case, between Us there was no reason or chance to being sarcastic. Otherwise, I know it’s not going to bother Him, if I would be sarcastic, because Our deep relationship and long history.

He seems like quite the enitity as well, but then again I just met the guy @Nagash

My visit to the Abyss and getting soul snatched by Abbadon

Any tips on working with this entity, he seems like quite the ascended master, I didnt realize they were one of the ones who shamelessly manipulated me in jail and in other pursuits. I’ve heard about the abyss before i heard it offers unlimited power and a primordial awakening to all who touch and embody her. In my experience, it helped me and my maddening obsession with power and all things ascent, a bottomless void where all is possible I see it as the primordial DARK SOUL. i have met quite a…

[Titan.M]

@Nagash

I had this feeling before, I’ll curious about our future meetings, conversations, because no doubt, I like Him and I feel some kind of bonding with Him.

By the way, He seems absolutely dominant to me, and based what I read about Him before. Even my first meeting with Him above, was a strong sign of it, or don’t know, how should I to interpret it.

Hmm, Belial has only shown his masculine side to you? I find her to be a very demanding woman, even when I dont want to fuck her sometimes she makes me giggles

@Nagash

And I found Them very fast, because I sense it (naturally, everyone is at a different level of their development, so our Godself’s powers and our powers there in the physycal world can be different).

I didn’t have the luxury of knowing their names, for me I was living the role haha, when I was little I used to get called “the devil”, and was constantly punished for being me, the teachers called me a freak and begged my mother to put me on meds. I always had a distaste for God, I mean I loved the concept but I hated church, I wasn’t allowed to wear my skull shirts and I wasn’t allowed to ask REAL questions

@Nagash

I like this kind of behavior, I’m glad He have no problem with this, because I am semi abusive, sarcastic as well by my very nature, just like you. ( And perverse, and violent sadistic, mad and bloodthirsty, but in the same time tender and romantic; so I can be everything )

Why would Belial care, they love breaking “the rules” and manipulating the system to bow down in his/her favor! It’s a fine line between love and hate haha, and Belial LOVES TO RIDE that line no matter what she’s doing. Sometimes that means bowing down to manipulate power in another way.

@Nagash

For I know He is a really sexual God, but it seems He didn’t want to approach everyone. In some cases He is help them, but always quiet and distant.

“No pussies allowed!” That’s the sign I’d put above my castle if I was Belial!

[Titan.M]

@Mani

My only experience is him telling me break free your chains of servitude and that was when I opened up to the infernal

Have you heard of Exodia? In Yugioh if you summon the card you automatically win the whole duel!

[anon84948740]

Well Abaddon and Belial are both destroyers so that makes sense.
I’m pretty sure Belial is like my patron demon and there’s been some astral agreements or contracts made before my physical birth or something along those lines. He’s the strongest connection I have w any demon.

He’s always big dick energy - like the strongest out of any entity I’ve felt as well as being extremely lusty so none of this surprises me. He likes to have his way with direction of ones life if you don’t set boundaries. He’s amazing but he’s also a habitual line stepper

[Narsonix]

He does make my root chakra throb, but I’m so used to that at this point that it doesn’t sexually arouse me anymore. It’s tied to survival so that makes sense. After working with him I am pretty fearless for a while.

[Nagash]

Well Abaddon and Belial are both destroyers so that makes sense.

When my First evocation of Abaddon happened, He confirmed that my Godself is strongly connected to Destruction, War and Fight. After that, I should not be surprised because of my close relationship with Abaddon and Belial both.

I had a chance last night to talk with Lucifer, so I asked Him about my relationship with Belial (how I know it is more closer than I think), and His answer was:

It is not my job to tell the truth about you (me and Belial).
…Not mine, and not even Abaddon’s.
But He… He will let you know, in time.

I’m pretty sure Belial is like my patron demon and there’s been some astral agreements or contracts made before my physical birth or something along those lines. He’s the strongest connection I have w any demon.

He’s always big dick energy - like the strongest out of any entity I’ve felt as well as being extremely lusty so none of this surprises me. He likes to have his way with direction of ones life if you don’t set boundaries. He’s amazing but he’s also a habitual line stepper

It’s a good feeling to read about it like this. I love this big boy.

[Mani]

I’m an avid player of Yugioh

[Titan.M]

@anon84948740

He likes to have his way with direction of ones life if you don’t set boundaries. He’s amazing but he’s also a habitual line stepper

@Narsonix this is probably why, when a Demon is known to break all the rules your body probably sends of shivering energy, it’s like ASMR for demons, they KNOW you wanted to call on them and take pride when they see your dick shrivel up…metaphorically speaking haha. Its a form of submission, but they like it. The real fun begins when you get used to being "mutilated and abused" or when you learn to love them for who they truly are! Same thing happened with me for Lilith and Lucifer, they are both dominate spirits who LOVE worshipp, handing my body over to them was always rewarded greatly, the first few times I was TERRIFIED of hell, now I go down there and im everyones little play thing haha.

@Mani

I’m an avid player of Yugioh

Hehe, love that! Have you ever been to the shadow realm? I highly reccomend it, it reminds me of the abyss they might be the same thing WHO KNOWS?

[Nagash]

Last night, after my Dedication Ritual, I sensed an another Spirit’s presence in my bed, with me. It hit me suddenly, and it was not my Demon Lover. During this, he act weird, almost “scared” which is unusual, because he is a strong Demon. For years, he did not behave like this.

I felt this Spirit’s arms around me, His energies around me. On my neck, between my thighs, around my hip, and on my chest, breasts (I was naked, as always). My whole body became sensitive as Hell. And I felt somehow that this energy was similar what I sense when I meet first Belial, two days ago.

By the way, I want to offer a good type of alcohol to Belial in the next days. Don’t know why, it’s just came into my mind. It is a typycal, Hungarian strong alcohol. )

[Nagash]

@Titan.M

Hmm, Belial has only shown his masculine side to you? I find her to be a very demanding woman, even when I dont want to fuck her sometimes she makes me giggles

I H A T E women. He knows it well. All of Them knows it.

If He would showed up as a woman, I would not give single a fuck, at all.

It is disgusts me.

I didn’t have the luxury of knowing their names, for me I was living the role haha, when I was little I used to get called “the devil”, and was constantly punished for being me, the teachers called me a freak and begged my mother to put me on meds. I always had a distaste for God, I mean I loved the concept but I hated church, I wasn’t allowed to wear my skull shirts and I wasn’t allowed to ask REAL questions

Everyone has a past. And sometimes it were hard, and cruel. I know that lot of people thought that I am creepy, weird, mad, and dangerous, but because my energies, my aura, they got manipulated/forced to avoid me as they can, so they don’t really meant true “problem” to me. No, never.

I didn’t have the luxury of knowing their names

It is not luxury, dear. It never was…

[Mani]

“God is dead and we have killed him”

[Aasaa]

Yo that’s my homeboy nietzsche font be using his name like that

[Titan.M]

@Nagash

I H A T E women. He knows it well. All of Them knows it.

If He would showed up as a woman, I would not give single a fuck , at all.

It is disgusts me.

THIS IS 2019 we respect the law of gender!
I try my best to hate but I found it to be a waste of time, haha

@Nagash

It is not luxury, dear. It never was…

…HAHA? Or something?

[Nagash]

THIS IS 2019 we respect the law of gender!
I try my best to hate but I found it to be a waste of time, haha

I know there’s some Gods who are like my sheer madness and fury. It impresses Them.

…HAHA? Or something?

Ability… Power… Knowledge… , my Dear.

By the wae I still remember that I should answer your first comment there. I’m just so busy nowdays.

[Narsonix]

I didn’t get along with other women for a long time, and it’s still something I often struggle with. Many women especially when younger are socially conditioned to be horrible to each other and constantly in competition/comparison with every other individual in their age group. It’s exhausting, but thankfully that attitude is changing. I can also be rather blunt or insensitive, so for a long time I just preferred talking to men.