Hi guys. First time posting under this category.
A little about me: homeless, hardworking, dealing with chronic pain.
I recently got re-hired to a company I used to be with but immediately upon starting my chronic pain started flaring up again.
I do not want to lose my job but I’m not sure I can do manual labor anymore. I need some kind of job where I can be off my feet. I have no idea how to get started.
I was really happy for myself getting this job again but now I find myself coming to tears because of both the pain, and the uncertainty of my future.
My finances have always looked bleak, I use cannabis to numb the pain so I know drug addiction plays a factor. I try to be frugal I really do, but between nursing an aching back and trying to avoid the California Summer, sometimes I have to spend more than I mean to.
I guess I’m looking for advice or good vibes. I feel really helpless as of late, like I’m caught in an infinite cycle.
Thanks in advance.