Hmmm actually not really. Suhn’Tal’Ock is the one who helps raising an empire so if being mad and irritated has activated you to action and allready you have done big steps towards achievieng it than was ok. If is not the case maybe you should consider hardcore banishing.
Sometimes, when I do a ritual. I will feel shaky like my nerves had been shot and ironically. When I called forth Suhn’Tal’Ock, I felt the same way as well but it was more or less because I was evoking him in a different way that I never had before. Fire Scrying.
I just got done with a ritual where I filled myself up with energy from Beelzebub and felt sick, since I’m not used to it. Less sick than last time. Thought I’d give a real time update.
No, I take in significant amounts of different energy types daily, until I’m “full”. Worked up to that. When Hel saw that I wasn’t having the same effect from doing it with regular Death energy, she changed it to a different flavor of it and started over, which made me feel ill.
I have overcharged myself with the Sun’s energy and gave myself a really bad headache from forgetting to disconnect.
Are you charging with energy from entities or planets?
What? No but there are different ways of charging. Usually, they are external and charging me through evocation. I’ve done it through invocation, but that takes more trust. I would invoke Hel, but not Beelzebub. I don’t know him as well.
Movies are bs. Love and Light rules are bs. You do you, but if you follow your path and rules and not some unknown group’s, this becomes clearer with lots of experience.