Feeling the spirit coming inside

Hi! I have been opening Sastan’s sigil, and when I do, instead of feeling an external presence, I feel that I have something inside, as if the spirit had entered me instead of just coming into my temple.

Do you have some thoughts on this? Is this normal or am I doing something wrong?

I think you feel how your body responds to the spirit’s presence, instead of the spirit coming inside you.

most of the time I have to conciously will spirits to come inside me, the only time it happened on its own was one time when I was asleep.

Thanks that makes more sense!