I think Belial will do for a person what they most need to address to develop mastery - that might not be what we think it is.
For me, my first intro was him throwing demons of disease and corruption at me, and physically attacking me in a vivid dream whose effects persisted after I woke up, until I found the right method to deal with them.
But that doesn’t mean Belial will automatically attack someone in their dreams to try them out - there was a specific area I needed that breakthrough on, and that immersive experience taught me more than any number of intructional chats or Q & A sessions could have done.
Much as I find restrictions like “Read the grimoires” annoying myself, they do actually cover the main area of ops for each being, but how they play that out in everyone’s life will be different, and probably not transferable.
I agree with Gnosis re: not letting labels get you down, they’re also BREAKABLE - I’ve been diagnosed with severe clinical depression, I’ve even had referrals to psychiatric crisis teams, and spent a lot of my life a few wrong turns from suicide.
That WENT when I made some changes to my lifestyle and attitude, and mainly, when I threw myself into the Left-Hand Path (arguably exchanging one insanity for another, but at least this one’s happier!) and so it CAN be done no matter what.
When I read people with a diagnosis of ADHD talking about how they can’t focus, it reminds me of my friend who struggles to quit smoking, she’s always talking about how she doesn’t know what to do with her hands etc., and you know what?
Lifelong non-smokers like me can also have that stuff, feeling awkward waiting in a café or at an interview, our hands seem to not know what to do with themselves, sitting out there in front of us like a big bunch of bananas, and we end up fiddling with a pen or something in the exact same way.
We also sometimes have the “I just want something to round this off” feeling after a meal that smokers describe, so we maybe have a coffee or an extra piece of cheese, we want something after a long phone call so we maybe make some tea, we like to take a break during work to bring our focus back to ourselves… all those normal things that smokers see as a green light to spark up that’s unique to them, exist within us all.
Some of them are related to our baseline anxiety in that situation, some to various body chemistry things, some to the fact society and the workplace appear to demand a suffocatingly robotic consistancy of focus that the mind will seize any minor need to escape from.
And the lack of focus, distractability, and inability to always prioritise right that accompany ADHD exist within everyone else as well to varying degrees, but it’s possible to master them.
Which brings me back to Belial - he could very possibly help you with this aspect of your personality, whereby your habits and patterns of thought are running you?
My own experience is he will merrily work on anything that masters you to help you break free, so perhaps instead of asking him to help with your psychic skills you could ask him to help you find ways to overcome the clutter your mind throws up that gets in the way.
Just some thoughts, it’s hard to talk about the stuff in someone else’s head without maybe crossing some boundaries that aren’t usually crossed, so I hope my words aren’t offensive, I’m just trying to put your situation (as far as I can understand it) into a context so that you can find ways to turn it to your favour.