I dont get it.
I just recently started following the LHP and have been getting a feel for demonic energy, honestly i get the biggest adrenaline rushes when in contact with demons I love it ,but i feel guilty almost empty. Im not sure maybe its because i have left my religous house hold and mindset? And feel guilty for leaving the religion i grew up with? I dont know what.are your guys suggestions i just feel wrong.
How can i get over this?