so i am very new at the whole summoning and magick in general.
just couple minutes ago i tried to summon king paimon and honestly i think i felt his energy but i got scared and i was all ‘please do not show yourself to me just yet’ and i feel like i offended him.
i also didnt forget the sigil,chocolate as an offering and his enn…
the whole point is: how do i stop being scared?
my fear is so bad that i cry when i hear sounds or shadows. i am very fearful but i really want to make this work and meet demons. and at the same time im the person who’s like “i wont believe this until i see it” bUt thEN I GET SCARED BECAUSE I HAVE A FEELING IM GOING TO SEE IT???
can someone please help me??? maybe even share how you overcame this?
i used to be christian and ofcourse we were told that demons are horrible being but i honestly don’t really believe in that and i really want to give them a chance.
any tips? advice?