I know that I am VERY new here but I feel like everyone here in this forum is a part of a big family. You talk about your life, struggles, experiences, success and more. My family barely knows who I am because I’ve never really been close to any of my family members. I have never felt ”safe” talking about magic and all the stuff you guys talk about because they would think that I’m crazy and not understand me.
I started looking into magic when I was around 13 years old because I’ve had soooo many dreams about magic,creatures that ”doesn’t exist”, black figures always chasing me.Magic got my interest because it seemed to help people with getting money, love, become beautiful etc. I stopped my research about magic because it didn’t work out for me (I had no idea what to do of course so that’s why nothing worked).
I came back because I’ve been in pain for I guess the past six months.
My ex broke up with me but we did start seeing each others from time to time. I thought that everything would work out fine as long as we keep seeing each others more often but things got in the way and something made him always step back from going further into our new ”relationship”. I have barely talked to him in three weeks and this past week he haven’t talked to me at all and I made it clear that we needed to talk about our situation. Still no texts or calls. I just want everything to be okay between us again and that nothing is going to stop him from being with me.
I’m wondering if there’s more people whom are trying to get their ex back or something like that. If there are I would like to say that I really hope you get what you want and I will pray for all of you tonight. I hope that you guys will pray for me too. I need all the positivity and love I can get. (I just started crying writing this…) If you’re still reading I would like to thank you for taking your time to read this. It means a lot