I used to be hardcore Christian, like I was in my church youth group and taking extra classes during the week and totally was committing myself to God and that faith, but something never felt quite right. I honestly was mostly doing it for my parents, and I always felt like people respected me more when I actively was open in religion.
However I had so many experiences as a kid where it led me a different path, and by the time I was 11 I decided to just look for myself and see what else was out there. Pretty quickly I found Satanism, and while I did question it at first, my first experience with Vapula pretty much cemented my belief in all this.
I summoned him, really just to see if it would work, and suddenly as I’m sitting with my eyes closed, this huge rush of energy just appears out of nowhere. It was like we might think open to the air of space feels like, it was like the pressure was so strong and everything in my body vibrated. I was so scared that I just sat there for another 30 minutes, not sure what to do. Vapula had given me a warning and left in a matter of seconds. Shortly after all that Paimon got in contact with me, and started teaching me and pushing me down this path.
It took so many years and lot an awful lot of bad experiences before I was mature enough to understand what this means, what I was doing, and how to make actual progress and changes- and that’s been recent too, the past 3 years have been committed and progressive, and after 12 years I’m finally learning what it means to create your own reality on this path and start ascent.
A long road, but totally worth it.