Recently I have been coming across many post in here and on other forums from people who say their magick isn’t working causing them extreme sadness and the feeling of being a failure, I’m doing this for them to realise they are not alone and behind all this thanking the spirits and shared success stories there are years of failure! I’ll share mine first: (I’m keeping it short, there’s much more pain and suffering behind all this)
- After a major event in life and a spiritual awakening I started looking for answers and became a hard core law of attraction believer , started with teachings of Abraham Hicks was really feeling like I had found all the answers , all I did was manifesting signs left right and centre with no real success for 3 years , I was feeling happy and hopeful all the time like an idiot while having ugly breakups, friends backstabbing me, hating my job, business going down and problems everywhere
-Then I started with other gurus , Nevile goddard, Deepak Chopra, Wayn Dyer, again all I manifested was a feeling of motivation with no real result
- Then started the affirmations , candle magick, herbs, oils, white magick spells , wicca stuff, failed again
-I hit rock bottom in 2017 , had put so much faith in my work that had no plan B for if it didn’t work . Spend the whole one year hating myself, life and everything around me , nothing was working health, finance, love, work, all was shit
- It was so painful to see others having success with methods I was failing with , I was feeling like I was being discriminated against, I remember doing the 50 X 50 method which was helping people win competitions, get a job, money etc… when I did it for money the complete opposite happened and I started getting unexpected bills and fines
- Finally in mid 2018 I started looking for answers for the very last time and found the LHP, it’s been less than a year , yes I have had 90% success so far just because of all that practice of focusing, visualising, and setting my intend during the years , It was a do or die situation for me , I wasn’t scare of demons a bit because I had no other choice . It’s still not all success and happiness, some days are still low, but as long as things are moving I’m good and grateful.
I would love to read some of your experiences for motivation for all of us