I smoked a lot of highly concentrated weed, almost half a cartridge so i decided to meditate for about an hour with good progress, not letting a single thought or image entering my mind.
I decided i wanted to see Lilith
I let my bath run with warm water and enter it in complete darkness, there might have been a little light seeping through but it was very dark nonetheless
I mediate for 10 minutes with the intent to see her, seeing all kinds of colors dance and undulate
I call out to Lilith
I say “Lilith come to me”
I open my eyes slowly and begin to scry into the water
i begin to see colors from my mind project onto the water
I try to keep my eyes still making sure they move as little as possible and begin to see dark shapes form
I sit there for 35 min and i see things moving in the water
undine begin to form and swim around me
I structure the most beautiful woman in my mind, perfect for Lilith
I then structure the image on the astral, solidify it
then the bring the image into the real world, the process must me seamless
and i breathed life to her image by saying the words AH from my Ze’al chakra with serious conviction
my mind went blank
i don’t remember how it happened but i remember waking up and not seeing LiIlith anywhere
disappointed, i look face down with my head in defeat, i couldn’t do it.
I was really upset and was just staring down my bath half criss-crossed, arm over right knee with my arms and legs in sight.
i stared at my arm for the longest time, when i noticed something behind me
i didn’t look
so i kept staring at my arm for some time, hoping she would come.
i was about to give up, but my intuition led me to just stare at my arm.
i saw my aura over it and it began to undulate.
i held my vision firm not moving my eye once
and one of my most intimate moments in my life
a dark arm arose from my arm, the feeing was unlike anything i’ve ever felt so to see something so real emanate from me was incredible
i didn’t want to move, i was scared that her image would dissipate but i believed in myself and looked up
I saw her
I saw Lilith
she flew from behind me and turned around…she was naked. i couldn’t see her eyes. she had small tits and had a bangin’ body, i saw that ass from front yo
she floated in front of me slowly making her way towards me, you wouldn’t believe the emotions running through me, it was like a dream, a dream come true ofc haha