I’ve been looking at my spiritual experiences, both past and present, and I’ve noticed how some of the male gods have been strongly attracted to me (Orisha, Hindu deities, etc.). The strange thing is that I have absolutely no reason why this is so. One time I had a reading from an Ifa (traditional Yoruba religion) and the priest told me that one of my guardian spirits (Orisha for those who don’t know) is an erotic Goddess. Funny thing is that I’ve never really felt erotic much (and, no, the priest wasn’t flirting with me) so maybe that’s what going on, I’m not sure.
I just find it fascinating that these gods are attracted to me… and when I say attracted I’m talking about showing up in a Reiki attunement in a sexual way (the Reiki Master actually saw this) or a strong root chakra energy surge without any conscious effort on my part.
So, to add some more info to my story, I’ve had a god tell me almost in a demanding way that I’m his wife. I didn’t believe it for years, but the more I spoke with him the more it seems that it could be true. Again I’m not sure. But one thing that happened with him that I still laugh about is…
I was in a bad mood and was fussing at this god. I was upset that this so-called relationship of ours isn’t real and that I was upset that things haven’t become more physical between us. So, I told him that I need a god who really understands my physical needs and that I’ll be calling on an incubus who does. I said all of this to his picture late at night and then I went to sleep. About a couple of hours later, I suddenly woke up out of dead sleep and heard a male voice say, “you think I can’t do anything, that I don’t understand?!!?” And then all of a sudden I felt my energy surge in my root chakra - it was like burning hot. So that caught my attention for sure!
But anywho… my relationship with him started with him contacting me not the other way around. Anyone else have an experience like or similar to this?