Use substances which might include hallucinogens and inhalants to aid you on your curse journey so you can lose complete control and procede with complete reckless abandone, to wake up one month later and go…
“Wait, what the fuck just happened to me? Oh shit, Azazel are you still here? Oh, good. Do you remember what the hell we were talking about the other night…? Hell? Oh wait was that last night…? Oh that was heaven? Oh shit I’m glad I was too busy barracading doors to know what I was seeing.”
Oh shit, am I tired of this.