I found it rather simple. Of course we all know that candles are a basic item necessary in magic, trance, etc… Colors affect our subconscious kicking the gears in motion.
Our higher self, of course, has reached a potential way beyond us. Yet like an invisible line of pure white string they seem to guide and govern us.
What was fun for me about my experience was how eager “I” was to answer.
I had been going through a- somewhat treacherous few weeks.
A friend I had anticipated to be fake, of course prove themselves.
Crushes and potential date-to-be’s turn out to be jack asses… It was my fault (I kinda let a talisman of mine go sour); definitely must get rid of those after a while.
So I was feeling bum, not like an OMG my heart is broken… But these dam flesh wired feelings were giving me the tug.
So upon my last visit to the always fun new age store I got a dozen white stick candles and an Incense pack that I would totally recommend.
They come in a box of seven sets, and each boxed-set holds about 7-8 incense sticks. Each pack is geared towards the seven energy points known as our chakras. In the course of attempting to diminish the “self-loathing” feeling I had used 4 of the five: the base the solar plexus the heart, and the Visuddha (Sound and communication).
I can, at times feel like even my presence, at times, can be overwhelming to others (no ego). It is a course that In life one has to train to not be affected so easily by; to lose social leverage, of even mildly exude vulnerability is just something one cannot do.
But behind the veil, you can still feel… affect.
So I said “I need to soul search within myself”… Journey within myself, and get to the bud of “what the fuck am I going through”.
My intelligence? My intelligence knows better. It’s just my dam heart!
So I used the Sahasrara- oriented incenseand I lite 3 white stick candles. I do have a medium size vanity mirror where I sat myself in front of.
I do own a crystal ball so, my receptive hand what well grasped- to receive.
I have an assortment of smaller stones and crystals align with properties and some for chakra points.
I do own a wand, which was used to sigil out before me the Pentagram.
You know those 16 inch pads that you can buy from Office Depot, well I drew on a sheet the pentagram as well, and I added different symbols and characters from a few languages that I find beautiful; (I did include the English meaning below lol).
So I sat myself down tuned into a little music oriented towards the feeling I needed, and got into the mirror.
And there “I” was, ready to get myself together. And I did.
Evocations of other deities are cute- but you can always trust in yourself. There was so much information that was given and things that I saw yet not enough patience to describe.
In the end though my assurance was re-assured, and then some.
And I will be going about my further invocations and incantations with this new approach in mind. I just wanted to recommend the incense and definitely the journey!!