1st Flame I’m just about done with it but like to find others who are on the 2nd or above that can answer a question about lesson one of the 1st Flame.
Here’s my dilemma, I have journaled about that lesson, if I use another magical system with that lesson, I get some results, but if I don’t use another magical system with it I don’t get results. I wonder that it doesn’t work by itself, and on its own merits as written in the lesson.
The other thing is, is it dark matter from within or is it dark matter from without that supposed to come to me from outside into me as I am visualizing the room that I’m doing this contemplative rites in.
If it’s from within then here’s the thing the purple chakra shines light along with the dark matter that is within and it’s almost like a lava lamp, of dark and purple liquid. is that supposed to be normal or is this phenomenon, or I’m nowhere near what I’m supposed to achieve with that lesson to actually confirm the first flame with myself?.!
I have came Balg’s forum trying to find out if others have thought the same thing, and maybe get some help.