That is actually one of the best and most well-considered questions I’ve seen around in a long time, @DavidSmith
The answer in this case is many-fold. I’m not going to try to ruin her life, I’m looking for a colorful way to get her out of my own life. She can do as she pleases, but not in my yard anymore, if that makes sense. Sure, there are other ways to accomplish this, but I’m also looking to flex my magickal muscle a little, so to speak. I’m thinking of it like being a bouncer, and she has already refused too many chances to act civilized.
The part of your question that i truly love is your statement about choosing the people around you and the idea of them being your reflections. This is WHOLLY TRUE. If i am to act like a God, then i must accept that i make my reality, including choosing the people around me. This woman is indeed a reflection of me- in my mind, she represents my laziness, my whining, and my utter and willful incompetence. Having her in my life is allowing those qualities to slowly seep into my being. That must not be allowed to continue. I will absolutely not allow myself to become that, not even a little. Sending her out of my life will also serve to send those qualities out of my being. I am a God, and from my own perspective, when she is gone from me, i can move on as though she winked out of existence.
Does that make sense? Thank you SO MUCH for asking that, off-topic or not!