How do you tell if a person/entity in your dream is REAL or a product of your imagination/subconscious?
In the dream where both of us were kissing passionately, my upper body especially around chest area ,neck and head areas were ‘tingling’ , electricity like sensation flowing ,and felt blissful.
What felt different with this particular semi-lucid erotic dream of mine was that this person felt like an external energy interacting & reciprocating with me and I could also see vivid colours in the dream environment - The ‘normal’ erotic dreams I’ve had in the past , where the character in the dreams felt/behaved like partial robots , with mostly dull black,white or grayscale type colours in the background. The person kissing me was not a lover but a “crush” from the recent past , whom I never had any relationship with - but we are familiar with each other and I believe there was a mutual attraction then. I woke up feeling overjoyed and happy.
As far as I can remember I have never felt these sensations in a “normal” erotic dream - in a ‘normal’ erotic dream I’d just feel aroused purely below the waist !
WORTH mentioning that on the same night before sleeping and having this erotic dream, I had performed a love ritual with the demon , Gaap’s help to me meet true love - it wasn’t targeting anyone specific, and I also asked his help to forget past relationships, obsessions and previous crushes.
What could this dream mean ?
Could this be someone’s higher self , some other entity (Gaap messing around or showing me??) or perhaps yet again my own subconscious/imagination still producing it , despite feeling very different and “real” ?
Is there a spirit I could call on for answers ?
Thanks.