Hello all! I’m Liz and I’m pretty new here, although I’ve had this account for a month or two. My lack of posting probably just came from a little anxiety (what should I post, where should I look, how relevant/irrelevant are my questions and so on). But i was reccomended to check out this place by a friend and every time i came to him with a question he said “hey, thats a good question for the forum, why don’t you ask on there?” So here i am, newly 23, caught trying to find a balance between science and spirituality and trying to make sense of this world and my place in it. With that, on to my questions!
Last night, i had a pleasant and mysterious dream. My dreams are always wild and often hold some very clear symbolism and subtext to them (being enchanted by a library = my thirst for knowlege, bugs literally crawling under my skin and burrowing into my flesh = other thinking and letting the little things become a little too important, etc) so I tend to take my dreams a little seriously with some wiggle room for my strange and wandering imagination. This dream had one odd element that stood out to me more than anything.
Its normal for my dreams to involve me wondering from place to place, between dimensions (switching between reality and video games for instance which did happen here) and between, towards and away from different people. Even if there are reccuring themes, I don’t usually experience what J did last night. A girl, seemingly around my age, beautiful, graceful, skilled (and sexy af) followed me everywhere i went. Even when she asked me to meet her somewhere and I inevitably got lost, she found me. She came off as a friend, and as the dream went on that friendship deepend a bit. She seemed a bit tired of my shenanigans but not offended or put off enough to leave and forget about me. In fact, as I write about this, I think i might have encountered her once before. She followed me the same way she did in my dream last night but the first time she was more annoyed with me (until I hugged her and caught her completely off guard- I was as lost as I felt lost and I was glad to see her). This time however, she was much sweeter and by the end of it we were quite intimate, sexual even.
So I have to wonder, who is this lady I don’t really know? Is she someone I am destined to meet, is she someone I’ve met and forgotten, or is she something else entirely? I wondered if she was in fact a succubus, and why she would harbour an interest in me. What does she have to gain? Do i stand to lose anything through contact with her? Can i reach her if I’m awake?
Sorry for the extra long post followed with endless questions, but I do look forward to any insights people may have on this. Thanks!