I already posted this after ritual experience in my journal… but i want a discussion/ or to hear your thoughts about it and i didn’t want to have such on my journal to keep it for journaling purposes only.
Dream after Satanchia Ritual
Well, the ritual was about my ex and casting a lust spell on him and to bring him back. my dream:
I was in a bar that i didn’t really recognize it… and i was talking to 2 male individuals that i didn’t even see their faces in the dream (i am gay btw) and while doing so… my ex approached me. I don’t remember a lot of detail but he wanted to talk to me about something. But i remember that i told him something like “I wanna be with you but if your not serious… tell me because i am seeing someone else rn” (and i am really seeing someone new “trying to move on”) then he walked away went to a bathroom. He went inside and never left again. I tried to look for him afterwards and he disappeared totally. Then i woke up.
I am not sure what the dream means? does it mean that Satanchia accepted it and that was a sign that he is coming back? was Satanechia telling me to watch my words when comes back? Or was he telling me he will comeback for a little then leave again? I feel positive that he will come back… but the fact that he walked away to the bathroom and disappeared afterwards got me a bit anxious. Also, i am not sure if its my subconscious pain of what he already have done to me. which, turn against me and call me names and leave me as if what we had wasn’t real.
Just in case you want to check my journal:
Tell me what do you think, even though i know i didn’t really give much.