Dude, seriously?As in through magick or was that just a joke?
Nah thatās a joke BRUH
Although I DID heavily contemplate cursing her
Whatās her name?
Whitney Wisconsin or something?
Do you feel guilty when you fap or do you have a low libido? If itās the later then get that shit checked by an Endocrinologist, man.
Something like that. I mean naming her is fine as long as nobody is planning to put a curse on her. Which I wouldnĀ“t understand why anybody would waste their time on that. I even considered doin that to her but I thought about it and just gave up on that. would have been a waste of time anyway.
Same thing I concluded
OP, sorry for the Derail
my worst downfall was upto sissy hypno porn from 4chan, after a while It stopped bothering me and I got over it. Now I currently donāt even have any fetish other than japanese porn.
It was easy for me to go 3 months without masturbating since I was in China and used to travel a lot. So I also had sex for the first time in my life of 19 years. The only thing is i fear about is my bad luck and negativity around me and I thought my masturbation was drawing all the bad things in my life.
Gotta admit though, that chick has the skills to keep it a secret from PETA.
I just feel bored after doing it and feel I have wasted hours of my life on masturbating. But hopefully Iāll overcome this habit. I have made a decision on myself, and it is that It doesnāt matter masturbation gives me any good or bad things, I just need to stop it since itās making me tired and wasting my time, also Iāll replace this habit with daily meditations
I think as Males, all of us has had one hell of a āDescent into Darknessā through porn
But we came out much stronger than most males
another habit I started recently is smoking A LOT and I wonder if it is giving me any bad energy or not. What do you guys think about smoking?
Still strugling through the decend but working on it currently
I aināt think that 12 yrs ago I would be here today summoning Demons and Gods and getting my shit together
But here I am
Perhaps, for the balance, chastity (even only for some time) and meditations/invocations involving elements and planets.
About the lesser entities, imagine and feel a Sun inside you; it gets bigger and brighter, and its rays destroys those spirits.
Holy shit I hope not.
Not that Iāve noticed.
I just use it as a form of sex magick
can you give me so techniques/rituals i can use with masturbation? like to get a dream come true or get money?
I use the moment of orgasm as the moment to project my will. . Or open a portal or scream someoneās name ā¦ eh which ever mood Iām in
But focusing my intent right at that moment gives my will, desire, wish the extra push it needs to break through.
If Iām working closely with like say Azazel, I would focus strongly on him at that moment