I feel i really need a mentor to get past this initial hump ive got, it sucks and its super un-encouraging and one part of me wants to give up but another part of me wants to push forward. I really dont know what to do and im afraid to do anything more until i figure this out.
If you feel lost or severely behind in ascent, well, join the club. My advice … Read articles on here, particularly tutorials. Practice even if you feel like an idiot.
Crowley’s words …
“Work. Work foolishly. Work blindly. It doesnt matter. Work in itself has absolute virtue.”
You cannot be strong with a straight line. Everything evolves at a particular place that designed for itself I naturally move at a slow pace from time to time. It’s no race and it’s not going to be easy or quick. Long winding roads. Sometimes it’s faster other times it’s going to take a while.
Thing is, you’re not an idiot.
Threads like this really help when I feel like a failure. Sometimes it’s nice to know that others struggle with their gifts and path too. I’m not defective after all yay.
Also you don’t need six hours of training. That’s just a road to draining yourself unnecessarily. I’ll come back with a list you should do. @Fuego
If you don’t mind it, would you also be willing to send me that list as well?
You are awesome @Raven_Maleficus! Thank you
I can’t recall if I sent you my cotre shamanism tutorial, I’ll PM it just in case, it’s as safe as magick can possibly get at the beginner and intermediate levels and can be used to support any and all other methods once you get the hang of it.
Anyone else wants it PM me the subject “Tutorial” so as to not derail Adam’s thread.
Ditto, or you could just post it here? @Raven_Maleficus
We are here for you.
Could you possibly help or mentor me? I am starting my studies, but it is hard to do alone.
Will keep this offer in mind.
Alright. It’s basically the same as that random guy.
- ancestral veneration.
- banishing and protection
- godform work
- divination before spell casting
6)go read his post.
Link it here.
By the way, for those that question that list he made, that’s the exact list I follow and have been since Velotak met me on here.
Thank you @Raven_Maleficus:
Ok give me a little bit of time this woman wants to rape me so I have to go do that I’ll be back in a little while, cheers!
I’ve been teaching a couple people… One of them is getting pretty good for a beginner - I’ve got him doing basic invocations of elemental forces to prepare him for more advanced stuff, the other is basic bitch level and is still working on meditation and visualization - assuming he is actually doing the exercises he’s been given instead of trying to run before he can walk.
I actually have this whole system I came up with that has different grades for different levels of progress.