Spiritual seeing has always been the thing I care about the most. When I began studying the occult I never cared about sorcery, acquisition of money, love, or other such things. For me, it was always about the ascent and the knowledge to be gained, something I generally find uncharacteristic for my age. I did the guided meditation to meet your spirit guide earlier this morning, and did in fact see something. What I imagined was a woman with grey blue skin walking up onto a green hill with a road stretching in both directions. She had long, straight black hair, and was clad in what appeared to be some sort of grey fabric descending from golden plates wrapping around her waist. Her shoulders also were clad with similar golden guards. She was strong. Very strong.
I asked her what her name was and she simply replied “Ajana”. EA was moving on at this point so I said I had to go. She then told me to wait, gave the image of a sigil, and told me to use it to contact her. Upon looking it up later, I found that Ajana literally means the third eye.
Fast forward to the rest of the day. I’ve been parroting like mad and catching myself constantly in conversation with her. However, I’m not in theta gamma and honestly it just feels made up and uncharacteristic of a spiritual conversation. How do you distinguish between your magical imagination and your normal imagination? What makes you say, “This is real” vs. “My head is in the way”.
Also, on a completely unrelated subject, does anyone know of a neptunian entity that is male, has a face of tendrils, and schemes and waits to guide things to fruition? I’m wondering if a seperate divination meant anything and I can’t find -anything- on neptunian spirits.