Bear with me lol…
So I was in the porch a few nights ago and saw a large moth. It was brown and underneath orange almost like a butterfly. When I turned to renter the apartment it flew in. I didn’t see it for a day but then after it entered the living room and stayed on the wall across from me. I was fascinated but a little nervous I asked my partner to get rid of it and thought he was going to just take it and let it free but he threw a shoe at it. It wasn’t smashed but dazed and passed away.
I felt uneasy so I looked it up and saw that in several cultures a brown moth entering your house is considered a relative. In a few days it will the the one year anniversary of my moms death and I read that often the moths show up a year after the relative passed on.
I felt so bad that I picked up the moths body crying and spoke to it apologizing. I said I’m so sorry that I didn’t mean for him to kill you, and that I didn’t fully know. I asked for forgiveness and placed it’s little body on the windowsill.
Am I insane? Lol
But for real tho… anyone else had an experience like this? I asked my ancestors to forgive me if it was my guide or mother and again apologized profusely .