Well tiptoeing gingerly into the abyss, I have been thinking intensely on specific entities after having several dreams about them . - I thought maybe that ‘meant something’ Albeit maybe just my mind but who knows!
Started beginning of December. After a bad year, the loss of a best friend and close relative and health issues myself, my interest in sex… yeah, non existent. Sad eh! I was reading ‘that post’ on the horney experiences you lovely sinful lot have been enjoying and felt insanely jealous! Around mid December, One night my husband was on a late shift and I was dog tired after work. I fell asleep on the bed. Inscence of frankenscence was on, a Yankee candle on, ( with mixture of sandlewood and vanilla) I was thinking of the post and a very explicit post someone had written about an nice ‘encounter’ with Belial. I drifted off to sleep. Dreamt of a nice looking man with dark hair and come to bed eyes with his hands all over me, in me, and felt a state of total bliss. I woke up, and OMG, the candle had gone out ( shouldn’t have done. It was inside a glass!) and it was like the window was open as a steady breeze. But warm air on my face like someone blowing air. I literally was like I was not quite awake but know I was awake if that makes sense, and could feel ‘something / someone’ inside me, and fondling my breasts and down my back, and caressing and touching my hair. I felt strange emotion. Like a sense of release from burden. A feel of total orgasm, euphoria, tingling, slight fear like WTF was going on! My heart racing see shadow over me like a faint outline and flash of red and silver? A voice very authoritive but calm none the less said ‘yes, I know. You’re so sad. You never let yourself grieve for your parents’ ( they died in an accident 10 years ago this year)
‘Let yourself feel good again. Don’t be afraid. Listen to what your intuition tells you to do. Don’t just think of what you want to do, feel it, and make it happen. You have such powers. Think of what you want. What DO you want? Let me help you’
I wasn’t sure if this was in my head.
Unfortunately my husband turned up from work at that moment and switched the main light on in the hall. I heard a sigh! A heavy breath and… he was gone!!
I thought about what I wanted. I cried for 3 days straight in the eve like I was finally dealing with the shit of losing my parents. I had to be so strong at the time, dealing with all the headache of the mess left behind. I thought about my present job I’m sick of. Bring on the sidelines, taken for granted and havnt had a pay rise in 3 years!
Christmas Eve I got an email from head of operations offering me a great position and better pay! Out of the blue, and he even said ‘ you’ve been under the radar all this time. Why didn’t you put yourself forward? We were looking for someone with your expertise and don’t know why, it was insane but I was clearing out the desk from the old manager and sitting on the top of my desk when I was finished was your CV. No idea how it got there, I read it and knew I didn’t have to outsource as you’re perfect.’ He called me in for a meeting today with the director and I have to say, things are looking up! Bit coincidental isn’t it? Was it ‘him?’ And indeed who was it if so?
What’s more is I can’t stop thinking about sex, and even my husband who has no idea about me on this forum says he can feel masculine energy in the flat but in a good way! What the actual fuck!
What’s more is for the next couple of days after this possible envocation, I was in inappropriate places like putting my shopping through on the self service till and feeling intense orgasm and like someone touching me but in a sensual and intense amazing way! ( another time at work whilst talking to a colleague! Yikes. and his voice kinda chuckling like he was just having fun being mischievous!) don’t get me wrong it’s no horrible, just odd!
Can someone please shed some light on this?
I was told by someone on this forum a while back someone put a curse on me because I was having terrible luck and weird stuff going on but this ‘entity’ has told me recently he’s ‘put a stop to all that nonscence’
I must admit I feel lots better! ( if there was a curse. I’m not convinced entirely on that one but a vindictive ex friend was causing negative energy my way for sure)
Any answers gratefully received and sorry for the long post!!