I was trying to contact the spirits of entheogens but instead of meeting a spirit I received a vision they said I was not ready to go down this path.
But not too long after that I started to become one with random objects then it progressed into things becoming absorbed in my body.
I started to loose my sense of self and my individual conscious I then started to merge with the universe and I became everybody around me and myself at the same time. I had an individual conciousness but at the same time I had everybody else’s conciousness the world melted away.
This has never happened to me before and I’ve take several different entheogens for years now. I just recently started a shamanistic journey with them tho. I used them only for meditation and recreation before this shamanic journy.
I’ve been called to be a shaman for many years but i never knew how to begin. Until recently.
So this is day 1 I guess I’ll post more about this tomorrow.