Lately I have been having an interest in working with or contacting ‘demons’. I do journey work or “piercing the veil”, through astral travel, lucid dreaming and usually work with ‘spirits’ across the veil instead of bringing them in the realm with me. I hope I’m making sense. But this feels different, I feel I need to approach this differently so I seek knowledge from people who probably know more about this than I do. I’ve skimmed through the Goetia and several systems for communication but I don’t like the thought of forcing these spirits. It may have gotten Solomon what he wanted forcing them to work for him, but it also brought his demise in the long run. Our knowledge is so little and we can’t really comprehend cause and effect and all that like they can. I guess they got the last laugh. His glory turned to dust and they are still here. Anyhow, since a day or three King Paimon has been on my mind, I don’t know even how that got triggered but everytime I thought about him I just giggled like a 16year old teen. This is before I really knew anything about him. It is kinda embarrassing and feels silly but I can’t help it.
Where the other ‘demons’ kinda have an intimating effect on me. I feel his energy is a little calmer. Idk I can’t explain it. So okay I tried meditation, I lit a few candles, burned some frankincense, facing west and chanted his enn while swaying. Almost as soon as I started I could hear the thunder roar in the distance. I don’t really remember but at some point I felt it was time to ask questions. I asked two, but I don’t remember them. I do know every time he answered, I felt a wave of energy from my stomach into my legs. It felt uhmmm well very pleasant. I remember one answer which was ‘yessssss’ but I don’t remember the question. It was like a loud whisper. At that point the lighting struck and a very loud thunder roared that I felt the trembling in my chest. Like standing to close at the speaker at a rave lol. The storm was right above my house at that point. After the meditation I started reading more about him, and read that he usually is very loud. So maybe the thunder was his working?
Now my question, do you think I actually made contact or am I reading too much into things? I really like the thought of King Paimon and I feel I could use his guidance in my life. I don’t really want it to get things or get things done but I want to develop myself as a person and work on my insecurities, take pride in who I am, and gain more knowledge. I been true a lot and I feel he could help me with this. How do I go about it from here? I don’t wanna make it seem like I don’t take it serious because I did the meditation on a whim. I felt I needed to do it and it felt natural to give in to that feeling. All thoughts on this are welcome. I would like also a suggestion on which books to purchase. English isn’t my native language so I hope I made sense. Thank you very much.