I think it’s time to develop myself more as a demon. While divine in spirit I wanna cast off human chains. I still hold some parts of my humanity like I won’t become a base level demon that is akin to animals. However it appears that my spirit wants to take a swim in the abyss and go darker.
I believe King Belial is the demon to speak to but not sure.
Go with your gut. King Belial is a great teacher. If you are being drawn to him listen to that call. He will send who you need for the lessons that you need.
I would recommend Father Belial. He is the one i’m following now… I have gained a lot of wisdom ever since i started following Him. Besides help in understanding one of the worlds he is ruling over.
Yes, it also happened to me to feel interest towards Belial and Azazel, partially due to the fact of seeing their images in History of magic by Kurt Seligmann; it made me desire to meet all the spirits portrayed there… You may also do the demonolatry’s dedication to Belial but choosing well, without hurry, IF dedicate and to which spirit; also following the birthsigns/demons table.
Birthsigns/demons table? What and where is that? I have not heard of that and I love hearing about new things! lol! Off to google again! Thanks!
What I found is that Belial is my teacher but he taught me by sending others to teach me things as I needed to learn. Like he was in charge of it but he used other demons to do the various teachings. Then in the end HE came and gave me a pop quiz that lasted days. Intense is an understatement. But it showed me he was very much on the job and in control of everything. That is why I suggested Belial!
Download “Modern Demonolatry” from Files & eBooks (Downloads) – demonolatry.org , the table is at page 57, it only gives suggestions to choose the demon but it may as well be precisely Belial…