Depression or awakening

Lately I’ve been feeling so depressed and isolated from everything, I feel like my psyche is being ripped in two, I feel like there’s no salvation in this world, I just want some people to talk to, I feel like there’s so much discord in my communication with those around me, is this spiritual awakening? I feel like me being unplugged from the matrix is reaching a climax, of anyone Wants to talk dm me I’m just sick of being alone and in solitude, I’m so young to be unplugged and in solitude all day , I just want to escape my head and suffering anyone please help