For a long time, I have felt as if Lucifer has been speaking to me directly.
It started in about 2010 after a few years of in depth studies of spirituality and the discovery of Satanism. I considered myself a Satanist for a time, but that was very short-lived, as I began to feel strongly compelled towards Lucifer.
I felt as if he was watching over me, guiding me, and basically empowering me with his divine light.
In the most recent communication I had with him, which as always, comes to me in words as appearing to be my own thoughts, I wanted to know basically if I’ve just been talking to myself, and his suggestion was basically to share this experience to determine if it is a frequent occurrence that one feels compelled toward any specific entity.
With this said, Zagan seems to have been speaking to me recently as well.
I’ve been getting messages like “I await within your formless keep to establish your empire upon this Earth, I will be with you”
These messages always feel like I’m talking to myself in my head. I know I’m not crazy, as nor I or my family has a history of mental illness. I don’t hear “voices” or any of the like - these messages come to my in my own thoughts, albeit with a slightly different feel to it than it would be if it were my own thinking
Any thoughts on this?
Sorry if this is in the wrong section, I thought this might be the most appropriate section to post this in.