@Dralukmun Lucifuge does keep popping up and have been considering doing some serious work with him. I’ve been studying about him a lot this last few weeks or so.
@Yberion@Lady_Eva@True_LeoSnake@Dralukmun@anon85289956@SHaDoWSToRM696 All of these responses have been great. I gotta say tho, in my attempt to locate and study Azathars state last night, the entity briefly seemed to appear to me immediately , after which seemed to disappear back into the shadows without a trace. Since that happened my entire night and all of today have been beyond chaotic i need to calm this all down immediately. Its my sunday, i gotta work tomorrow, im over a hundred miles away and my friends driving me are being nuts. I had to come up here today but this is too much and i dont want to go into details but i need an emergency get home safe ritual if anyone standing by could pm me or send some good vibes. Im literally terrorified right now inside. I know there is a meaning to this. Perhaps Azathar is stirring the pot before allowimg me to work with the entity(I can not yet tell if its a masculine or feminem form. Could this mean it wants to continue its rest or is it just testing me? I feel like i woke it up right away, because i dont think a shadow or shell of what it was would have such a drastic impact. I get twitterpated and stressed out, but my situation that happened immediately after doing this is way worse than any situation ive been in in years. Thoughts and advice please? Going to attempt to meditate even tho its loud and the people around me are driving me fucking crazy.
I do definately believe this i a test for me to be calm within the storm and handle the situation. I just want to get home safe as soon as possible. So i will do what i can to get thru this, a little help would be greatly appreciated though. I appreciate all this community has shared. Like i said i have definately not been in this stressful of a situation in years… like 5-6 years since its been this bad. I am just going to take this one moment at a time until i get home. I should have been back already but we havent even left Eugene yet.
@True_LeoSnake have no supplies. Im not sure banishing is the thing here. I am in a car with people who are scaring the shit out of me. Their s being so careless.
Lesser Banishing Pentagram Ritual always does the trick. Here is one from my grandmother. Take a stone from the land you are on and hold it tight in your hand. Think of the place you are trying to go to, create the idea for the stone that the place is its home and create a link. Tell the stone to “go home” and put it in your pocket. You’ll basically be hitching a ride on the stone’s journey back to that place. Afterwards, put it in a special part of the property where it can rest peacefully
I used the four cardinal points and the hand drawnpentagrams and all of a sudden everyone calmed the fuck down finially and i felt completely safe. The vibrations here did a 180. Thanks again @Yberion
Work went good the last 2 days. Paperwork all done perfectly. Theyre telling me im getting in down quicker than everyone else did. Had a bad customer last night. She got out of her car and pulled the pump out while it was fueling. Sprayed gas all over her car and the ground, left without paying … so today when it was just myself in shift i drew a banishing pentagram to keep shitty customers away. Put it aboce the computer. Didnt have a bad customer all night. I think azathar has been working with me in my sleep. I meditated on Foras’s sigil before work and got some positive affirmations. As far as Lucifuge goes, he is the hidden one, i attempt to find him but still it seems i have a lot of darkness to go thru to go to the place he resides. So far when i try i get road blocked and told I need to go deeper. Meant to post this last night.
… so today when it was just myself in shift i drew a banishing pentagram to keep shitty customers away. Put it aboce the computer. Didnt have a bad customer all night. I think azathar has been working with me in my sleep. I meditated on Foras’s sigil before work and got some positive affirmations. As far as Lucifuge goes, he is the hidden one, i attempt to find him but still it seems i have a lot of darkness to go thru to go to the place he resides. So far when i try i get road blocked and told I need to go deeper. Meant to post this last night.