I’m a music “composer” - I make music and release it myself or labels release it. I have LOTS to complete for my personal deadlines.
I have been working magick with the Goetia spirits, Amducias and Naberius in relation to art and music, ability and inspiration.
Since then, more than usual, depression and even suicidal thoughts have been daily dragging on me.
Part of this, inspiration, I brought this on myself. I know how art, expression and problem solving works, and I know the spirits do what they can with what you ask of them.
Lesson learned, and now what?