So I Did V.K jehannum Demon initiation through his site here :
Before starting the initiation i read “Azazel chant to awaken the Black flame that is “Natz fehr Ata Infernum Negra Approx 10 times” here is the link for the video
So after I completed the initiation ritual I didn’t felt any presence but I experienced heat near my navel area, after that a very weird feeling was manifesting inside me I don’t know how to explain it but…I felt sexually aroused…it was like I’m not the same person who I was minutes ago…I started reciting “Natz fehr Ata Infernum Negra” hundreds of times…was craving for some dark music the one I heard was this one - https://youtu.be/qDnGAs_Kq9g
After that I had a feeling to masturbate…but when I was doing it I wasn’t thinking about porn or some human…but I was thinking about spirits especially Astaroth that was making me feel aroused…this is the first time in my entire life that I was getting aroused by the thought of some spirit instead of human…
So does this experience has any meanings behind it that why I was feeling that way? Because this feeling was very strange to me.