I decided I really needed to begin incorporating something else into my daily meditation. I chose to consecrate/open the sigil of Deggal this morning as I feel I need to get more experience with contact of spirits before I attempt proper evocation. I thought a sigil opening might be a good first step.
I drew out the sigil of Deggal on a 5x5" parchment square, taped the back onto my black leather spirit board and sat in front of it. I meditated down until achieving at least an alpha state with eyes closed. I opened my eyes and gazed at the sigil and immediately felt like the my field of vision become somewhat more 3 dimensional, that might not make much sense but at the same time as this 3D spacial feeling I felt a mental pull towards the sigil, almost a magnetic pull.
The lines of the sigil disappeared/ doubled with blurred vision and at one point seemed to be just a square of blank paper with it totally gone. This was with having my left eye open only as to prevent blurring and at this point my body on it’s own straightened up in posture as if guided without my conscious mind and a total open eyed trance ensued. There seemed to be a presence, my psychic vision was seeing the golden aura of the things in the room and at some points a light energy seemed to be in the room/ filling it up. I would say the theta/gamma sync was achieved for quite some time.
This was an added effect to my normal state of meditating down so the sigil did produce a different effect than I would experience normally. I only asked that I be enveloped in the light and wisdom of the Angel, it was my only request. At one point when in the trance(theta/gamma sync) my consciousness shifted to my spirit body awareness and my body was completely numb whilst my physical hands were being pushed together in a clasp which felt like an energy was building up by this pressure. This wasn’t me trying to do this, it was happening out of my general control, although I didn’t try to stop it.
Interestingly and quite spontaneously my hands were pulled out from their cupped position under my dan tien and pulled out very slowly and guided into an outstretched and upwards position to the side of my body to the heavens and up to my head and placed on my head in which caused some activity in my third eye on contact. Soon after this I quite quickly came out of the trance and into a more awake state in which I folded the sigil and put it away.
Overall the ritual lasted 60 minutes or just over. Right after I finished up I went in and gave my girlfriend a big hug/ longer than usual and she relayed to me that she had amazing dreams of being pulled through a vortex to an amazing spiritual world of beauty, which would’ve coincided with me doing the ritual in terms of time as she was sleeping. Anyway, just thought I’d share with my fellow mages.
Anyone else had any experience with this Angel?