About 3 weeks ago, I had a very unsettling dream my ex husband and father of my children, died. It was not revealed how he passed. In the dream, I had only received the news of his passing from one of his sisters, who was also in my dream. Then I received a very strong mental message while dreaming urging me to “get ready”. It was like a voice disturbed me out of my sleep saying this. I woke up, looked at the clock and it said 4:11 am, 4 minutes before my alarm. As I prepared to head to the gym, still in a fog over the dream, and ticking off a list of things to “get ready”, I jumped in my car and the clock in my car read 4:44.
To give you some background, if my ex passed away, I most certainly won’t be bothered. I worry more for my children regarding this matter than anything else. My ex is a malignant narcissist, and was financially, emotionally abusive and was gradually moving to physically abusive to me before we divorced.
Add to this, I have been “gifted” so to speak, with precognitive death senses since my mother passed away when I was a child. I have sensed for several people over the years that death was coming for them and even was given a sense of the time frame (months or years). I have never spoken to anyone about it and I don’t tell people about my sense of their loved ones passing. I’m just never surprised and always prepared for the emotional fall out when it happens. This dream felt just like the other messages, sudden and unexpected with a message of “get ready”.
I pulled a tarot card to get clarification of the matter and pulled 5 of wands. Still sorting that one out. I didn’t ask for a time frame, just wanted clarification of the dream.
Any guidance on this matter will help, especially the tarot.