Making physical changes with ease (and to practice this I’m using the devil gene on myself for beauty stuff)
Getting my ex back, eventually. (Although I’m almost positive further pursuing of this goal in my current state might not do much)
Sometimes I feel like I have no idea what I’m doing. Just earlier my heart chakra freaked out and it’s in massive pain for no reason I can discern rn, all I know is that it’s painful and no amount of energy work is shutting it up. The energy is volatile, and spirits I’ve called aren’t cutting it. The chakra feels hot, and it’s probably got something to do with my ex. I don’t know. I feel unremarkable emotionally, so I don’t know why it’s doing this.
I did what I could, but for now it feels like I’m just waiting. I want to do something. I’m tired of feeling like I’m just sitting around making no progress.
I want some change. I want to grow. I need a path.
It’s fucking agonizing to sit with myself sometimes because of how little my life actually budges for me. I’ve been able to achieve mostly everything without those two goals as an exception.
I just don’t feel like it. I don’t have much of a pull towards anyone else.
Like, at one point this was totally obsession. Now, I just have a bit of a drive to finish what I started. I still love the guy just as much, and now that I’ve come so far, and been told so many times that I can do it, I just wanna do it.
@Maxwell hey just a suggestion with the ex is to work with Duke Sallos to build the relationship back Duke Dantalion to open dialogue. i know how you feel man, honestly Duke Dantalion helped open that door of communication for me. If youd like info on either one i’d be more than glad to pm you later with info on them. Best of luck in your endeavors
i know exactly how you feel as i am going through the same thing. i want my ex back and feel
no real pull towards another woman but her…i am trying to get Duke Dantalion to help but im almost positive nothing has changed. still no contact and no signs of it happening any time soon…im about to just give up
That’s exactly what you have to do…give up! You’ve done the work. Now let D & S do some. I’m in somewhat of a similar situation…but I got impatient.
Dantalion’s message to me: stop forcing this and let us work. You’re suffocating us, the magic, and worst of all yourself.