That is a HS(hearthstone) card. HS it’s a card game that I played for some time and I observed that card in the game for some time and made me think about Cthulhu. Btw I never tried to make contact with those kind of entities.
Cuthulu and the old ones can be very subtle. I was unknowingly collecting images of them for years. Then I wound up on you tube one day and the S Ben Qayin videos showed up. I watched it and my whole body felt like it had a heartbeat. Almost instant trance and I really struggle with getting into that state. I haven’t touched the current yet because I’m already obsessive by nature and that’s a very real risk. I tend to eventually, after I build up my skills and get better about balancing magick with the mundane. Otherwise I know where I’ll end up.
Interesting experience, I am somehow a begginer too. And after some time, maybe another years of practice, researching etc. I was thinking about trying to work with those kind of entities because I was drawn and fascinated by them. But the fact that they are such a powerful kind of entities and that can mess your life kept me away from them.