Crying is a way to achieve gnosis

Last night while I was going to sleep, I was so sad. I was gazing at seer’s sigil when l lied down .My pillow got wet because of crying. This moment was just like when I took ketamine. I did first ritual of Demons of Magick(Winterfield).


I think if more people would just accept thier emotions and give themselves permission to feel how they actually feel there would be many practicioners with fewer spiritual/ emotional blockages impeding thier progress.

I’ve been working on harnessing my emotions and using them for an added boost to my workings.

The older I get too the more I think bottling up my emotions is counter productive

I when I feel panic or anxiety I remind myself it’s simply an emotion and not an emergency and I’m not required to act on everything I feel.