Okay all very interesting here’s my two cents.
God & Me
I had always felt a powerful force that was transcendent in comparison to everything else.
It was in everything and everyone, it was a glue that held everything together.
As I developed the skills necessary to feel it, touch it, see it and then follow it, I was obsessed.
In the spiritual planes I would surround myself with different types of currents and energies.
All completely different, once I learnt how to dissect the currents I could see that there was a underline power that they all possessed.
Hidden deep within the currents was the same essence just it mutated or emanated differently over time.
I knew that there were notions that the essence that flows through everything and makes up everything isn’t a new one.
That formless, immaterial, immutable and primordial power. It was eternal, it was limitlessness, yet it was limited to the emanation it manifested in. When ever this limitlessness took anthropomorphic form, it was limiting indeed.
There are titles for this different all over the world, “Chi”, “Spirit”, “Ying & Yang”, “God”, “Prana”, “Soul”, “Goddess” you name it.
Some believed this to be a simple force, others believed it to be a actual sentient being.
In the path of the dragon, it is the fire of the primordial dragon that moves through all the planes, realms, world’s and dimension’s.
It is also emanated through us as the fire of the dragon, which is the kunda force/kundalini.
In various other beliefs it is God whether it’s one being like Allah or a trinity like The Father, The Son & The Holy Spirit. There are many more theories and beliefs like even in fiction, in star wars it could be theorised that it is “The Force”.
To me I don’t really believe in a God, that is all seeing, all knowing, all powerful, that it created everything and controls everything.
I just haven’t seen anything to support that, of course this is my own experience of my own reality. Then again I do believe in the all encompassing force, yet it’s difficult because it leaves me questioning if it is truly self aware, is it conscious. I mean if it’s all encompassing, I have had the thought that it is conscious and aware because we are the emanations of that force.
So are all the other life forms that are sentient, are we then all vehicles for it ?. Experiencing life and reality in a different way, different perspective and observation. It’s a interesting thought, I have experienced the source of all things, I’ve merged with it and become one with it and then through the anti-transmigration process have come back as a physical emanation of it.
Yet what lyes beyond that ?, Does anything lay beyond it ?. All very interesting thoughts.