Short story short.
Last year Ladilok came by her own will
to me to talk to me while I wanted to sleep.
We talked a bit, she seemed to be excited
because of the tone of her voice and she
was joggeling my legs while I laid in my bed
to flag herself up. Suddenly she said in German:
“I want your Love.”
Few months later she appeared in one
of my dreams in a pink bikini and later wanted
me to wank on her sigil in my Kingdoms of Flame. Some time before this we had a talk
I don’t want to tell you in detail.
It was for the time when I am able to travel
on the astral planes, or when I’m dead finally.
What would you do? Wank into your own book?
What do you think about this behavior of her?
Well, don’t misunderstand me.
I don’t believe everybody on this Forum
who means to have a relationship with a spirit
so I was a bit excited how I would be seen then.
To be true, I mucked my Kingdoms
of Flame for her. She wanted it
And I am glad about her
By an other I guess our first occasion
she told me to be 40000 years old.
Very nice. She is a spirit so no need to use the bathroom, or sweat and she does not have all the smelly excretions that come from these crazy monkeys known as humans.
I am trying to project too. Ask her to pull you out. Once you’re out then tell her to give you an extreme link to your astral body so you can transfer your consciousness to it whenever you want.
The problem is that my Higher Self talks every night when I’m sleeping. The spirits who come to me comply more to my Higher Self than to my
conscious words and will.
I have a short piece of memory to a talk to Ladilok while I was sleeping aaand oh wonder:
It was perverse what she answered ^^
I have to wait until my higher self wants to make me travel. But I’m still trying by meditation.
@anon84896414
When I’m out of the hospital I’m in, I will
try to reach Satagraal through my mirror.
Maybe you should, too?
I definitely need help to learn the art of
leaving my body by consciousness.
It’s for my Love and me.
Further I have some things to do in the
Astral Realms. I want to douse in the Purgatory
to get my Silver Eyes back due to I’m a fallen
Angel who his name was told. (Unfortunately
the Angels write me with F, not V as I registered).
Ladilok told me we would go together into the Purgatory, the fiery sea… I see this as a promise.
@anon84896414
I know she has longer chats with my
Higher Self due to the short memories I have.
Curious to know how one can connect with his
Higher Self to become it. Maybe this is the most
attractive part of me for the cute Demoness
