Contact with Ladilok & a perverse Dream from her

Short story short.
Last year Ladilok came by her own will
to me to talk to me while I wanted to sleep.
We talked a bit, she seemed to be excited
because of the tone of her voice and she
was joggeling my legs while I laid in my bed
to flag herself up. Suddenly she said in German:
“I want your Love.”

Few months later she appeared in one
of my dreams in a pink bikini and later wanted
me to wank on her sigil in my Kingdoms of Flame. Some time before this we had a talk
I don’t want to tell you in detail.
It was for the time when I am able to travel
on the astral planes, or when I’m dead finally.

What would you do? Wank into your own book?
What do you think about this behavior of her?

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She is interested in you and thats a good thing right.
As you mention she come to you not the other way around.

I belive when she asks you for your love.
She might wan’t to partner up with you.

She asks for your dedication to jerk of gazing at her sigil.

She has taken the first step i supose…

Now it’s all up to you what to do.

If she had come to me asking for my love i would have been glad. :slight_smile:

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Well, don’t misunderstand me.
I don’t believe everybody on this Forum
who means to have a relationship with a spirit
so I was a bit excited how I would be seen then.

To be true, I mucked my Kingdoms
of Flame for her. She wanted it :smiley:
And I am glad about her :slight_smile:

By an other I guess our first occasion
she told me to be 40000 years old.

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Ok so you mean that you don’t belive people on balg haw spiritual partners before know? :slight_smile:

Mucked means? Getting rid of?

You meant your soul is 40.000 years?

Please say hello from me to Ladilok.

:slight_smile:

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@Addi666
I meant Ladilok’s soul is about 40’000 years old.
Unfortunately she doesn’t talk much to me.
I’m missing her. Maybe that’s what she wants?

Erm… I mucked my Kingdoms of Flame.
I wanked on her page as requested ^^
Now I want a new one.

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Very nice. She is a spirit so no need to use the bathroom, or sweat and she does not have all the smelly excretions that come from these crazy monkeys known as humans.

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@Etheric_Vagabond
I’m now forced trying to learn to astral project
because I don’t wanna let her wait until I’m dead.

I am trying to project too. Ask her to pull you out. Once you’re out then tell her to give you an extreme link to your astral body so you can transfer your consciousness to it whenever you want.

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The problem is that my Higher Self talks every night when I’m sleeping. The spirits who come to me comply more to my Higher Self than to my
conscious words and will.
I have a short piece of memory to a talk to Ladilok while I was sleeping aaand oh wonder:
It was perverse what she answered ^^

I have to wait until my higher self wants to make me travel. But I’m still trying by meditation.

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Oh i see you dont need to get a new one right away save it. I don’t think she wan’t you to throw it in the trash.

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@Etheric_Vagabond
When I’m out of the hospital I’m in, I will
try to reach Satagraal through my mirror.
Maybe you should, too?
I definitely need help to learn the art of
leaving my body by consciousness.
It’s for my Love and me.

Further I have some things to do in the
Astral Realms. I want to douse in the Purgatory
to get my Silver Eyes back due to I’m a fallen
Angel who his name was told. (Unfortunately
the Angels write me with F, not V as I registered).
Ladilok told me we would go together into the Purgatory, the fiery sea… I see this as a promise.

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ask her to force you out of your body. Also tell your higher self to pull you out.

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She answers my allday consciousness rarely.
I don’t know what my Higher Self told her :confused:

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very sad. Maybe he is the reason she is not coming to you more.

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@Etheric_Vagabond
Maybe she is with me most nights but I don’t recognize…?

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Maybe

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@Etheric_Vagabond
I know she has longer chats with my
Higher Self due to the short memories I have.
Curious to know how one can connect with his
Higher Self to become it. Maybe this is the most
attractive part of me for the cute Demoness :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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@Addi666
Yes, anyway I save the ‘consecrated’ copy.
But I want to have a clean one for my book shelf.
:slight_smile:

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Yes thats better. :wink:

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What I remember right now…
Ladilok told me to be a sister of Lilith.
May that be?