Hi everyone šā¦ so hekate is my spirit guide and m very grateful to have her in my lifeā¦ she introduced me to my other spirit guides, one of them is Baal(Bael). Baal is a very strong god and I didnāt want to create chaos in my evocation m not well experienced tooā¦ The day when I prepared myself to connect with him I felt a strong touch inappropriately over my left thigh the moment I was about to start the ritual or evocation. I talk to spirits with my pendulum and everytime I ask baal for any message for me, he has said words like - āyehwehā , āgodās creationā, ācreated bedā, ālove relationā etc etcā¦
I get strong love and affection and sexual (and what not š¤¦ ) feelings for him even if I donāt want ā¦I just meditate most of the time and I donāt get time to meditate with his energy nowadays I have been avoiding him as well in ritualsā¦ I m confused about my connection with him, sometimes I feel itās all in my head he might feel bad or offended which I surely donāt want and sometimes I think itās him in realā¦ what should be my next step guys? Is there anyone who is into this kinda relationship with God or your spirits?
I have a similar yet different situation with Lady Lilith.
If you donāt want to pursue this type of relationship then say so (in a assertive manner). Set boundaries, and donāt accept maybes - if you say no, then no. However of course be respectful about it.
If he keeps pursuing you then banish + cleanse. I can link my previous thread as there was ALOT of good advice I got there if you want.
Thanksssā¦ I wasnāt ready to connect with him at firstā¦ but he always connected to me through other spirit portals and said wonāt leave untill unless I connectā¦ I connected with him in the end. Now I donāt know if banishing will be helpful for long termā¦ he is silent too and comes whenever he wants suddenly even if I call some other spiritā¦ maintaining a relationship with spirit as s human is full of difficulties . I guess I will say noā¦ letās see.
Well, remember that itās your choice. Your the one in charge, not him. Donāt let him cross your boundaries (as it seems he has alittle). Just because a spirit/etc is being pushy and stubborn doesnāt mean you have to give in - theyāre not all powerful. You are in control, UNLESS you relinquish that control.
I had this with a few deities but it ended cause I couldnāt make up my mind lol.
If you say no they will usually respect it and stop persueing you.
Rightā¦ m unable to say no. And I can strongly feel no connection no feelings no emotions for anybody from a long timeā¦ even if I start liking a guy I will probably end up not talking anymore due to lack of interest or some outside topic to end up relationā¦ honestly if I get some intimate dreams with someone out of nowhere some other being comes inbetween lolā¦ comedy love life I have. 
if youāre unable to say no, then you want this? am I correct? or is it just too confusing for you?
Confusing confusingā¦ I feel no one day and have soft corner another dayā¦ it goes on. Secondly if I accept Baal my human love life will be f@cked which is just not possible to digest for meā¦
have you spoken to him about this?
Thereās such thing as an open relationship.
Naaā¦ i Havenāt connected to him. He is calm most of the time when I meditate with his energy. I donāt have much experience in invoking spirits I just evoke them and they speak something which is not related to my query most of the time, same with Baal he gives me answers which means different. I just get a strong feeling of him being in my room all the time and he doesnāt even show up when I call sometimesā¦
Why do you think that?
A spirit relationship is something completely different than a human one.
You know, I also get a strong warm energy in my room all the time. Hmmā¦havenāt figured out who if it is a spirit. The feeling is heavier sometimes but always there.
Sometimes I wonder if itās Lilith or some other spirit. Iāll find out eventually.
No need to worry. Just bring it up to him that youād like to have relationships with humans too.
You could add a free mundane love life as a condition (beside other stuff you might want to have sorted out BEFORE youāll enter a spiritual relationship), if the spirit refusesā¦youāre not meant to be 
Oh youāre gonna get your loveā¦ all the best 
I guess having sex with spirits and human at the same time is different thn being in a spiritual relationship ā¦ relationship with spirits depend on terms and conditions you put before getting into as well (which might allow to be with human, might not)ā¦ I barely know thingsā¦ thatās why I Posted this. With Baal it is visible that m distancing myself from human love affectionā¦ automatically 
My goodness!! spiritually also no peace .
Ok can you tell me what is the meaning of ābid Baalā ??
When I asked another spirit guide regarding this situation he said āBid Baalā ā¦ 
then if you dont want to distance yourself from humans id suggest telling Baal
I donāt understand what he answers man š¤¦.
But yes you are rightā¦ tomorrow I will talk properlyā¦ do or die
Thankss 