i…well…don’t know where to start but this is the only place that i have brothers and sisters that can understand and guide me through this.and this is gona be long story/problem
i started my journey in the lhp year and a half a go…
umm i was loooking for cure and help and spells to get of my mom’s and me 2 witches which cursde us.
money issues,they think we are some zilyonare couse of my mom parents the “family” was greedy so they went to gypsys muslim witches and made us go from great life to poverty,sickness,loneliness,and our life just frozen for the last 23 years.we tried and prayed but nothing happen.
so i searched other ways.
found lhp:D butttt…the problems is that my senses not working.i can’t haer see or talk to the ancient gods,i tried open sigils,gave offerings candels,and i ask for a sign from the gods that if they are in the room with me or in my house i asked them to knock some objects to the floor.nothing happen,the funny thing is that when i’m not dong the evocation i sometime’s feels the energies of a god/goddess and i get a picture or name in my mimd and i recognise who is with me at that time.
i turned to the gods azazel,belial,lucifer,Lilith,marbas,bael,king paimon and i did’nt get any respond like other brothers and sisters from here.but what’s really confusing me is that i talk with them telepathically
and they are really really swet nice and paitent with me a l o t!!!beacouse my 3’rd eye isn’t open i don’t know and i’m always in self douts…am i talking to my self or is it really them that italk to…i tend to mess up a lot.so i’m always affraid that i’m disrespectfull or done something that hurt them so i apolgizing to them 500 times a day…or like belial said in humor after i got on his nerves:"if i’m gonna here from yoo one more i’m sorry you’re gonna get it!!me:oh no i’m so sorry!!!oops…umm…didn’t say anything!!!
belial:…!!! but the other thing that weird is the second relative which to her making other
pepole life hell is fun…so i call mostly to the gods azazel,lucifer,marbas and king paimon but i’m afraid
to protect me and my mom from her or when i’m in other things that i feel that ican’t handle myself and they are helping me,problems are solved,and they are listening…but the doubt and fear are always there when start telpthically talking with them…maybe i’m talking to my self and not to them?
the three gods that i most talking to them now are lucifer,king paimon,and marbas.
with lucifer i drawn his sigil gave blood and ask for help in my life and protection.well…
my life enter a two week chaos…my phone died,my computer’s windows crushed,and i started to have difficulties which i wasn’t prepering my self for them.now i undersatnd that lucifer was nice with me and wanted me to ascend faster then i was ready beacous i know why happen in that areas of my life
so i said lucifer thank you i understand what you are doing but thing are moving too fast and hard for me i’m not ready to pay the price yet.so i burned his sigil and said thanks to him and was wondering
but two weeks ago i was really in a tough situtation and i suddenly felt his energy and he was taking overme i searced for candle holders and and i felt he wanted me to buy 2 for him and one for me for whatever speels or other rituals.i was in doubt so in the bus i asked 2 signs from him that if he willing to help me and work with me that in the bus somebody will sneeze and something will fall.both of the signs happend!! i was shocked!!!
marbas is also helping me a lot he curesd my mother(we are quite poor)so i ask him to cure my mom and as an offering he will take energy as much and i can give(((i do this a lot with lucifer,azazel,belial beacous we open in the cards and we suddenly tht our witch realetive startin to cook for us some nasty hexes and i don’t have time or a lot of candles or offrings to give so i ask them to protect me and my mom and i offer my energy as an offring that all the evil she is doin will blow up in her face and they are helping me!!shock!!))) he accepted.i was shocked!!!
i put the sigil of king paimon under my pillow(everyone said it’s a great way to see the gods in the dream with the sigils under the pillow)nothing.but i had the best sleep in years and woke up fresh and full if energy…i’m shocked!!!so i found it really confusing…are they working with me? my 3’rd eye is closed and icn’t find out i can’t talk with them…i don’t know what to do…some said meditate on their sigils…but how will iknow again that they agree to work with me and help me in power myself up
i said that in return i will help them as much as i can…but i never got any special signs in the evcation it’s so wierd…i don’t know what to think.i’ts like in evoctaions they are not cooprating but when i need them they here helping me in almost everythink.
so i’m saking from all my brothres and sisters here help,advice.and guidance. i use tarot and runes and the answer is positive but…i feel completley alone and with the face against the wall.
i thanke you all every thing that’s on you’re mind plz share i’m happy to recieve any guidance or advice.plz help me and give me my hope back!!!i’m really starting to lose hope=\\\
and one more thing…the w/bitch that is huanting us we took care of them withsome banefulll magick
but the problem is tht now one of them is still healthy and rich and she’s going to other black magician’s muslims i suspect to make between me and my mother enourmous tantrums…it’s always last 3 days on the clock anfd after 3 days poof the strifes and tnatrums and anger just disapearing!!!
the anger is so great that even when someone breathing next to you you want to kill himO_O my mom she gets the worst effect of this and i don;t know how to get rid of it it’s like we’ve been possessed somebody can give me a spell or ritual agains it?or ancient god that can help me with this??
i ask marbas and he helps with that but she just won’t let go and keep cursing us and every 2 weeks for three days we become like werewulfes and we’re tire of it…i don’t want somebody eles to that for me becouse i want to learn how to banish it my self…plz it’s really important and i need all theknowledge anybody can give me about how cancel it.
thanks for reading and sorry it was so long i don’t have anybody to talk to about it and i feels realy good after finally to tell someones who understand my situatation.
thank you brothres and sisters!!!
hailing to the great gods:
thank you soooooooooooo much for the patince and understanding and being sooo nice and there for me and my mom even if can’t see hear or talk you!!!